26th December 1988 HongKong Singapore
Queens, NewYork Temasek Polytechnic
Nassau College
Business major
Dancer
B.I.Crew X Ovation Crew X TPDE X Marvel Crew
dance obsessively, excessively.
"Always always always...Keep it real But never too quick to judge, my friend."
Sept 1 - School Reopens
Sept 5 - StonyBrook Visit
Sept 6 - Hangout with poppers
Sept 14 - One year
Sept 19 - Observation night
Sept 29 - Mothership Funknight 3
Oct XX - King of NY
Din have the time to get changed ,No choice but i'll meet up rin and jas like that.^^''' Did i smell like pig seriously? Hope i don't. =X And jas said i look different. Oh no. Yesterday someone said the same thing as well. I wonder which part of martin mutated. =(
We went dinner at cineleisure ! And jas was complaining about her school new J1 intake , while Rin shared with us her bus encounter with a werewolf . ha~! Me? Just being a good listener i guess, old people ain't durable after vigourous exercise. :P Or perhaps im still thinking about this afternoon incident.
Jasmine didn't join us for movie! tsk tsk tsk. Did you really hate 'Blood and chocolate' that much? It's supposed to be a treat from me . BU GEI WO MIAN ZI. RAAH. :( I was hoping that there's other shows available , but it's the only choice left? Sorry jas! ask u down then in the end .... Haa. fine, We'll miss you . 'In loving memories of Jasmine Tan 1989-2007'
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The show's not bad actually. ^^ Just that i thought they were supposed to be werewolf instead of wolf! It's more like a documentry. haha! A pack of wolf hunting on human. And omg, that's a cool hunting game i would say. Laughed when they transformed . Spin in the air and then 'HENSHIN'! 'ultraman! But isn't it even more powerful when they were in their human form? LOLS.
I got them back. Those that i dropped , unintentionally. Not all yet , but i'll continue searching for the pieces.
Welcome back...into my life. =)
Now that the batteries are back into the place it used to be . Let's run the friendship clock again.
This song's for you guys. Unforgettable by Tohoshinki(DBSK) . To all those that i cared , regardless who they are. My brothers, my cousins , my friends , my family. All of you , one word , UNFROGETTABLE.
Jordan shines like a star today! omg, i got 'dian'ed by you(not gay though) . So charming on stage , melting the audience with your 'more than words' and 'truly madly deeply' .
I wish Zhixiang was there. It's his favourite songs. Maybe it could help , picking him up, once again.
Martin couldn't help it but sing along with the ' Baby i love you ,la la la la la la la la la~ How you feeeeelllllllllllll~More than words...' .
I felt so touched back then. Jiayou Jord! =) Hope u reach even more in life!
Tongbin , Chinguan and me were discussing how come we marists who's so screwed back then became successful once we stepped out of it. Perhaps the 4 harsh years there, ain't for nothing. Most of my marist friends , were already achieving so much out there. heard from Tongpin , Gangyi's now the president of tkd in his school, and only him and gangrui got the medals . Somemore they were the one who setup tkd there. And other than the 2 of them, loads and loads more of them were doing very great.
Im proud to have all my brothers man!
They rock . And i hope , i'll achieve something in dance real soon, a big one!
And then, please be proud to have me!
=)
It's Chinguan and TOngpin.
Unfortunately Jord had something to work on at the backstage , couldn't join us for a photo.
THose day when the 4 of us soccer and basketball tgt. im not forgettin them =)
Guys, let's keep in touch and let the friendship clock run , eternally.
WHOOOOOO. 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALAN , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.'
Note i din copy and paste. Really type out everything. touched?
Sorry dude. Im on planet Mars , couldn't be there to sing a song for you LIVE. But if u wan, tmr i'll ring you up and give you some noise pollution. Burst your eardrum.
third Shingichis to hit 18 yah? I'll get something for you . And then ask my dad to bring it with him when he comes visit us again, which is ard the mid april. =)
nelson.....me......and then you.........Time just seems to be passing so fast for us...The day we 5 spent doing during our childhood seems so yesterday. And now...we are like...'adults' already.
Adult...Sure is a big word to me, and i doubt martin live up to it.
Your next , L! So stop laughing at us old people.
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See...i rmbed. And no one told me about it. I cared for my brothers , i really do. And not just my brothers , but many many others who walked into my life.
Sometimes i couldn't help it , but just neglected those that i cared for , whatever the reasons were . And then.... they thought i no longer care , found myself better friends, new besties, and they move on to somewhere else. Blind martin, will then think that he's forgotten and no longer needed my those he loves.
Don't you guys out there exprienced it before too?
Im abit slow, and only recently, then i realised this logic. oh nonono. I know this before the ice age. but perhaps, i could do something about it, rather than just seeing and waiting them to happen.
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I went for school to withdraw with Rea. And guess what. I finally withdrawn. OFFICIALLY. Mrs inge seems abit different. And i could sense that im more like a stranger rather than her student. No worry , Im still me , Martin Shing . ^^a guaikia.
And then had a singing session with zhixiang in auditorium. Did i improve? But your emo-ness hit the sky when u sing ' jie kou'.It's good! aaahhh , don't like that. Keep ur smile and be as cheerful as what u used to be.
Afterwhich, all the way down to raffles place for my V-pop class. WHOOOO. COOLNESS. It's a pity Rea wasn't there , i bet she will love the rountine, and the song as well. Yutaki kinda praised me? omg. My honour , sir. I would work even harder on my dance. =)
Haven interact much with those dancers there, except the bboys on saturday class. haa. U know, bboys had this ethnic. When u see a bboy, you are supposed to walk up and give em a hankshake. Do likewise when u leave as well. Good for me! great way to get some friends. Maybe i should start exchangin shakes with the female dancers from next lesson onwards. =)
Shag after dance , coated with pure sweat . Went coffeebean as usual , an iced cappucinno to cool myself down. That's more or less my day. --------------------------------------------------
On my way back , i helped a handicapped to cross the road. HAHA! What the fuck. Why am i blogging this minor thing.
Something's in my mind. Well...i'll leave it unsaid.
And lastly, i got to apologize to 112. You guys rmb? i promised to get souvenir for u all during martin's dec trip? I STILL HAVEN GIVE IT TO YOU GUYS YET! lols. i got buy! I kept my words! Yet im lazy to dig them out from the luggage. Soon i'll pass it to u all k? soon...soon...real soon...
There's plenty of it in the previous entry , Just some changes made.
For tmr , im going bedok in the morning for my body checkup. Then in the afternoon , submittin my withdrawal form to YJ , and abit of singing with zx. At night, meeting tongbin and Jord in SP. Jord's having a concert and performin his vocal . whoooo. someone BIG LIAO HUH?
Saturday , Im bboying with zouk and the usual SMU bboys in the afternoon. Then in the evening , meeting rin and jas ,catchin a show, as well as dinner.
Sunday , Church ( special guest of honour :Lim Gangyi. haa!) service in the morning, and gyming with him all the way until 3 there about.
Wednesday, it's clubbing time at 1am-4am(wait. does this count as thursday?) with zouk and friends.
I'll scroll down my contact list, found those that i lost, and get them back, into my life.
How about you?
And you! yes you! not mentioning names ,but u shld know , im referrin to none other than you. Im glad that u see it now! But no worry. Those things ain't 'shi qu' , it's 'bu jian' .
Take your time, and get them back alrite?
I am getting them back. All of them.
Dance with the rain, To be continued.=)
Ups and downs.
Date / Time : Monday, March 26, 2007 / 7:24 PM
friendship clock has stopped and is unlikely to start again.
We are like the 2 batteries , staying in the circuit and keep it running.
But now , you left. And im the only one staying behind , knowing the fact that it won't work without ur presence.
It's okay if your going flat , i know this would happen from the day you found that dreamclock of yours.
But At the very least, stay in the circuit please .
Let me do the running for it.
One-sided is better than no-sided , my fellow battery.
I would give it one more try , and that's it. I am getting sick of this poisoned bond .
Is it worth me keep trying so hard, when you don't even bother to keep your words and it seems to be me doing all the chasing?
Go think it over man.....i walked the same path as u did last time....and i thought u would realise it by yourself sooner or later .
'You got more than one clock to run .'
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I turned down the tuition centre offer. NOT because i mind changing to a teacher image , nor being posted to the farfar west-side. (Hey! But seriously, do teacher wear ties and leather shoes to school?And need to be in short black hair? )
I just don't feel like wasting each other's time.
WHen school starts, i'll quit the job for sure.
I can't give that much commitment as you expected from martin , and it won't be a happy exprience for me and the centre if there's no trust involved.
Thanks for ur time. And rea! haa. Thanks for askin me down for the interview. ^^
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My life's getting dry , drifting away from alot of things lately.
This hol ain't an enjoyable one.
I went through alot.
And then....
starting to see the cruel reality , come to my sense, that there's no fairytale in this world.
I cried , every single night.
Im afraid of it, i couldn't face it.
Why?...Why the world we are living in, just seem so complicated and could be so REAL.
I wish i could be just a mere farmer's son , living in some faraway island next to an ocean , enjoying the company of one another. Simple...and happy , rather than the ratrace working life that would soon fall on me.
And i doubt im the material for doing business. My dad's right..im too soft-heartened and naive. My kindness would kill me somedays. Perhaps i would become of them too? Who knows..
God should just continue letting Martin be blind , maybe it would be better off for me.
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Thanks daddy mummy for the new laptop and digicam. =) I love it! And both of you too!
haa. Sometimes i din see the reason why they should be so nice to me. Afterall, i did nothing much for them in the past 18 years. 'ONE SIDED' relationship . haaa.
Know u both won't come here. But i promised to this little world of mine , that i rmbed every single things that u did for me, and martin would definitely repay daddy and mummy , give them the best that i could , be as cool as dad , and the dream-son you wan me to be.
And i just had a conversation with L over the phone. haa. Good that ur putting in time with your family, and even get down to grandma place every single day(instead of your GIRLS.Oops.Hope ur gfS won't read this).
She wasn't in a good mood eversince grandpa passed away. ^^Let's visit her tgt when im back in HongKong alrite? =)
loves.
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Plans!
Hmm. Im going for new school hiphop tmr. And then on the thursday , goin to YJ with Rea to withdraw AGAIN. Stop hiding from me YJ! Your wasting my time and making me pay the stupid school fees for months. But good..i got excuse to visit my schoolfrens there. =)
Then saturday i'll be out with rin and jas.
And maybe church on sunday. My deepest apology to all those churchmates. Sorry..i wasn't in a good mood this days..i should have replied those msgs . And sorry for always being late for church! arrrhhhhh! Really hate it when vicki needs to come all the way out to fetch me.
Other then that , erm erm erm..
After my YJ withdrawal, Maybe i'll go sakae with rea and gisela , or stay ard singing with zx.We'll see on that day eh?
I have yet to get down to sony ericsson to get my phone fixed. And Poly medical checkup as well. Hmm. i wonder if alicia's free? Maybe we can go for the checkup tgt. ^^
And yea! Bella . We shall go pub after ur work real soon. Tell me when ur free k?
And lastly, Clubbing on the next wed at momo with zouk and frens.
See u all ard real soon my batteries. Keep it running...Or else...i'll kill you =)
i went to get my new earring. not danggling cross anymore?
Just an ordinary cross, like what i always worn last time. This is like...my 9th cross? keep losing them! Irritating! Can't they just be obedient and stay on martin's ear for once?
Maybe god thinks that i don't deserve one on me.
fine..., i left my number with the shop owner , Martin and him got very similar pattern. ^^ Just in case there's new stuffs comes in , contact martin.^^
965ed down Yishun ,and went back to YJ to collect my Alevel chinese.
i got a B!
B for boy!
B for baby!
B for banana!
B for babe!
B for...
^^'''
Lemon Barley and chicken rice.
....
......B nia. sucks. But who cares. I won't need it anw. ^^
After collectin the cert ,i Had chicken rice with peiru in school .
Then Ginny came in , and showed us her photo album.
So nice! i want one too! Damn bonded class. No fair! =(
THey even got the photo of the guys they like.
hahaha!
Know what? they got something in common.
Ginny : They were so cute!
Martin : ofcs!
Point at A**
Martin : maris stella,
Point at B**
martin : Maris Stella,
Point at myself**
Martin : Maris Stella!
lols!
Moral of the story : Marists are cute.
haha!
Then we went school library to do some research on 'SHE' . Hahha!
Told ya! i saw em together in Bishan while im surveyin!
'Holding hands'
ARRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~
faint**
I wonder which part of 'SHE' he likes?
haaa. shit. we r dam bad.
BUt well....this is bitching for you. ^^
Hongren knew it longlong time ago.
Awww..outdated us!!
But still , Admirable.
Maybe that's what people been talking about?
True love?
I've yet to find mine. =)
Stayed ard in school till the evening , and make my way back.
Din make the official withdrawal yet. I'll save it for the next time then. =)
ALRITE! PLAN! PLAN! MY PLAN!
Rea + me working in a tuition centre teaching kindergarten and Primary school kids!
haha! Seems challenging. I'll take the job, and it should last me till school reopen =)
And on the 27-29th , workin as an usher for some roadshow.
Yet, Will find time to juggle well both dance and work.
In case u din noe , i lost a few k . And now im working hard to get em back.
SAY NO TO POVERTY!
Martin's screwed up life, TO BE CONTINUED.
Silence, my loudest cry.
Date / Time : Friday, March 16, 2007 / 12:57 AM
It's either i don't wish to dirty my blog, or just can't be bothered.
Nothing matters anymore.
For once, im begging you god. You are free to take those away from martin. But please , take this too.
My pain.
I couldn't sleep.
It's 24/7 bugging me. It's as if i got 5 ulcers clinging onto my throat.
Please...take them. At least make the horrible 17th ends with a good ending.
'Silence, my loudest cry.'
Martin's screwed up life, TO BE CONTINUED.
He left , and then... , she left.
Date / Time : Thursday, March 15, 2007 / 5:14 PM
I din know i could adjust the colour! =) DOes it look more cheerful now? my blog.
Not black and white any longer.^^ My friends said im gettin emo lately.
hahas not true! But...hmm..things were definitely better for me back in hk.
Caught in the rain and abit of wine last night.
Now, im suffering the side-effect. No big deal , just the common flu , and a bit of throat infection.
Last night, she left.
And im a failure , Totally not aware that she will be gone after today. No wonder the dinner was kinda different tonight.( the usual ones were great too!) ^^
Din prepare any farewell gift for you, but im willing to get off my bed despite my sickness , just to send you off .
It's 4am at Changi Airport.
I'll miss your food,
i'll miss your smile,
And the way u bid the last goodbye to us.
Come again, grandma. =)
I NEED YOUR TONIC SOUP. ^^
TOday i din do much.
Too sick to go anywhere. Swallowing of mucus were uber PAINFUL.
And im so dizzy that as if im high on drugs.
Betrice called, and she requested me to help her out tmr.
SURVEYING agaiN!?
SHIT.
Can i not go? But turning her down again makes me feel really bad. SHe seems desperate looking for people for her job, if not she won't be calling me 10+ missed calls.
Hmm...kindhearted me...Guess i'll help her out. =X
But seriously , i HATE surveying people! ARRRHHH!!
And im still high on drugs. argh...irritating.
And afterwork , Going for cellgroup at Jord's place.
See u guys alrite?
Take care. ^^
Martin's screwed up life, TO BE CONTINUED.
Just like any other entires.
Date / Time : Tuesday, March 13, 2007 / 2:38 AM
Emo kid.
hha.
Im sorry. Should have dance when they want me to.
But i can't get pass myself.
I....lost my confidence.
Hmm. anyway , Happy birthday to Gisela. Yet to wish her a sweet 19 just now.
It's still not too old eh? hhaas.
Spent the afternoon to meet with Jeff and his colleague for abit of business talk.
Inviting me over to his company to work eh?
Hmm. But think i'll give it a miss.
Good pay, friendly ppl , nice office. Nothing much to complain .
Yet ! If like that, i would have to work long hours and i won't have time for dance.
Sorry dude. Hee. But thanks for your time.Appreciated.
Afterwhich , went to orchard , meetin with rea they all.
Bunch of fun people i should say ! A day with Gisela , Rea , Evan , Albert , Albert's gf , and a guy in blue , a tweety bird , one other girl and 2 very interesting bengs.
WHat is this!? my bad. lols. im bad at remembering names.
First we had our dinner at far-east , then we headed for gisela's surprise.
hahas. Actually i myself dunno what's going on also! Blur me, Just follow the gang and watch this whole birthday surprise they gort for her.
The surprise was a photoshoot! hhaas. sweet. And while the girls were photoshooting, guys were outside doing stupid stuffs to keep themselves entertained.
I rmbed the kakashi 'thousand years of pain' move.damn stupid! But THat's hilarious!haas!
Then after that we gort our group photos taken? Send to me when they are ready eh? =) ty~
Alrite! And finally, we went cineleisure to catch a movie! '300'! awesome! But just that it's abit too bloody and violent. They were chopping humans as if it's cutting tofus!
I admire how they fought though. =) Fearless!
The show was so nice that i forgot about my pepsi. hahas. Din touch my drink the whole show. Martin gives it a 5/5 .
But wth, How come they lost . The spear should at least kill that blingbling king before the spardas fall. hahaa.
And after the show, we went back to our own sweet home.
You guys sure enjoyed urself eh!? hahas sorry for keepin quiet! lol. Im always in this zibi mode after 8pm. slap myself**
haa.
Wednesday tmr...i THINK i promised sumone for sth...but i just can't figure out what that is. =) Guess i'll go collect my Ericsson phone tmr.
I want them back .
My confidence.
Martin's screwed up life, TO BE CONTINUED.
You haven't seen anything yet.
Date / Time : Monday, March 12, 2007 / 7:42 PM
I swear Im dumb.
Wearing all the wrong things to dance.
I couldn't stretch....
i couldn't move fast and big.....
There's no hiphop feel with all this im wearing...
It's just wierd and totally off,
the more i dance, the more self-conscious i become.
Couldn't concentrate .
**** .
Even the easiest steps, it just seems so difficult and awkward on me tonight.
argh. What's happenning to me?
Just stop thinkin so ****ing much and dance already martin....
The 1 hour+ passed...
And at the end of it all , he asked ,
' did u have any dance background?'
=(
I'll prove you wrong , definitely. =P
Martin's screwed up life, TO BE CONTINUED.
Martin, the studiowu-er.
Date / Time : Saturday, March 10, 2007 / 9:30 PM
Martin Shing, certified studiowu-er.
Hahas i joined their unlimited dance package.
That means...i can dance,
ANYDANCE ,
ANYTIME i want, with professional instructors.
WOOHOO! THere's nothing better in the world for me than this one!
Hahas cough** zilian abit on the way there. I din smile. o no. =)
tada! The list of courses i can attend. 30 over classes a week! yayness! I'll attend EVERYTHING, if possible. heehee.
ANd guys! It's jus for 90 bucks per month. JOIN ME!! haha! i swear it's fun, and they got nice studio. =)
Courses available: Video groove House Freestyle Hiphop Latin Hiphop V-pop B-boying Fusion Hiphop Girls Hiphop J/K hiphop Locking MTV New school hiphop Popping Pop Jazz Lyrical soul Jazz Jazz technique Latin Jazz Street jazz Belly Funk Fit-Fab-figure Yogalates Pilates Matwork
Interested? =)
rah.i went for freestyle hiphop and bboying today.
I like the way Bryan teach. Easy to catch, and his choreography was nice! As good as Yutaki.
And then i went for Breakdancing class.
Whoa. TOUGH SHIT. It's advanced beginner. Which mean they already assume we can do toprocks and handstands already. HAD A HARD TIME STRUGGLING!
i can't do babyfreeze that way sia! Spin to a babyfreeze!haha! Zouk only teach me the easy babyfreeze. hahaa!
Hey zouk! wanna attend!? I think it's just nice for our level! Maybe abit challengin for us, but yea, jus enough to make us feel stressed and yet can catch.
And then then then. HEY! Zhixiang and Michael. RAAH! Join studiowu! THere's V-pop! It teaches us to sing and dance at the same time. We need it man...my boybandmates..PLS! join if u can. =)
hahas yea. and the J/K pop sure turns me on! Korean hiphop! DBSK! hahas! THey got teach 'O' dance rountine u know!? i saw it!
Damn. im gettin all excited over dance.
Then at the end of it all, I saw Yutaki , Carol and Ishi( the superband 'soul' lead) . Haas, I bet Yutaki don't rmb me. I say hi to him , hes like so blur.
Anw, made quite alot of friends , especially the breakers in the bboy class.
=)
Seems like things were going well for me today.
Im, indeed,
a dance-a-holic.
Plan for tmr. Ok...hmm. martin going to City harvest church in the morning. And then entering a basketball tornament with Jord and some frens. HAHA! Hope we won't get ourself owned too much. =)
martin's screwed up life, TO BE CONTINUED.
Surveyor no more. Back to a dance-a-holic.
Date / Time : Friday, March 09, 2007 / 10:04 PM
For some reason , i had lost my motivation to work.
Well..perhaps it's because today was the last day. Meeting the quota or not , doesn't make any difference to martin.
Not that i can't be bothered , but..im just so tired of getting rejected .
Yesterday was surveying in Bishan MRT , and today , Takashimaya.
Sitting ard the area with a cup of coffee and suntan. Staring into space, as the human flow passes through.
Haha! yes. SLacking.
Sorry betrice. I tried my best.
Hope i did help the company somehow.^^
6pm , knock off! And i supposed to go for Jam n Hop after that.
But i'll give it a miss.=)
I shouldn't be there to begin with.
Head home early and rest.
Had a good talk with iris online.
And there's sth i really got to say it here.
YJ principal sucks!
yes YOU! you suck.
I can't believe it. You are so cruel,
and 100 times more despicable than me. WHy are you doing this to em? GIve them false hope...and then kill it.
Guys, know what she did?
First she act noble by letting those dropouts to be retained.
(wah, so kind of you. )
THen when the JAE intake this year is high , she simply remove em.
They did well for CA1 you know?
And what's with ur f**kin reply to em when they come beggin you to take back ur word?
'i don't know.'
Din u promised to let em stay?
you bitch.
Argh. Does getting into that stupid top10 ranking really meant so much to you?
And on top of all , you made my frens teared, jerk.
THe JAE's already over, and DAE's putting em into a bigbig disadvantange for poly now.
u screwed their future.
HAPPY?
FINE. I'll curse the school , every night, before i enter my sweet dreams.
Anw, stop bhb-ing over that top10 thing already . THe school just barely make it in anyway.
It gonna drop out of it, ANYTIME .
=P
Go to hell , YJ.
damn, i feel so childish doing this. But im really mad at how she treated my frens.
Hais..and another thing.
Don't care about what other people say alrite? What substiute shit . I can't believe the class still playing with all this crap. Change a new game already! it's OUT.
and i know it brother.
Im sure, in your eyes, u treat friend like a friend. and You are always my best buddy.
Anything just come talk to me k?
To be frank , ur missed by martin, and she's very worried of you this days. Hope your aware there's still people out there who cares for you ,and it's definitely alot more than you ever imagine. =)
DON'T keep things to yourself! and banging your head on the wall definitely won't solve the problem. I know your having a really bad time now. Martin can't take all that by myself , if i were in ur shoes. Share with me , share with frens, maybe i can't help you out in everything, but at the very least , im there, for ya.
Catch up soon.
Plan for tmr.
Im back ,
to studiowu again =)
martin's screwed up life, TO BE CONTINUED.
A surveyor job.
Date / Time : Wednesday, March 07, 2007 / 10:17 PM
Raah! so tired.
Worked today, as a surveyor for this Research plus firm .
Quite A challenging one eh? It's more like recruiting people than surveying though.
Seriously, Who will be interested to come for this kind of environmental discussion , 2hours latelate at night, cracking their tiredmind on solutions to improve the environment issues in Singapore. Weekdays somemore. If i were them, might as well get a few more hours of sleep after a day of work.
hee. But i'am smart though, knowing that uncles and aunties might be interested in all this. Purposely targeted em only. haas. And out of the 7 candidates i found, one of em said hes willing to come! hee. yay . got myself at least 10bucks of commission le. Tmr must jiayou! o yah! actually got 2, but i wonder if he really wan to come.Hope he turns up, then i'll earn another 10 bucks.^^
And i saw sista faith there! Yeah. thanks for doin my very FIRST survey! It's a good start for martin. =)
Hmm. bored...bored...bored.....Keep circling around the same area.
Spent 6 hours staring at rubbish bins can? Waiting for my prey to fall into my trap.
THE PROCEDURES OF DISMANTLING MY PREY
1)Passer-by A binned/littered.***
2)Martin screens passer-by A***
3)Martin : hmm. Seems to be a suitable candidate.
4)Approach her**
5)Passer-by A willing to be surveyed**
6)Explain servey content**
7)Another round of screening**
8)Passer-by A met the criterias**
9)Martin does the actual survey with passer-by A***
10)martin Invites passer-by A down to the company for an environmental discussion next week.
11) Passer-by A accept offer.
12) Take down particulars.
12) DONE.
haha. Sounds easy eh? Darn, i only got 7 successful ones, and 5 of em din even promise me that they will turn up on the actual day itself . RAAH.
Did my best. No fire me please.
2 more days to go. I'll hit 15 tmr! No promise ! But i'll try.
Martin, work-a-holic.
First dance, now work. I got no life.
BORING DAY, BORING ENTRY.
Sweet dreams my loves.
Martin's screwed up life, TO BE CONTINUED.
Posting result's OUT!
Date / Time : Tuesday, March 06, 2007 / 10:49 PM
TEMESEK POLY BUSINESS STUDIES.
hooray. i made it into my first choice . Everything seems smoother than i thought it would be. And i actually had a really bad dream last night, logging into the JAE webbie, and realised my JAE application was rejected. NO DEJA VU please.
Martin looking forward to my new schoollife eh? And yah! grats to those who get into their dream-school/courses. All da best to u all out there.
=)
As promised, i went down to compasspoint to meet up with zouk. Our Bboy secret training!
Hahas can't help it, but we really can't dance properly in front of those true bboys. We got to have extra training on our own.
Heee. practised my toprock and footwork abit. Hmm. it seems smoother , and i dun nd to think b4 doing em. Great, now i just got to keep practisin and get the hang of it.First Get the feel, then add in my own style,and lastly polish it up.
On the other hand, zouk was busy working on his flare. yeah. u can do it! jus abit more! Spin like there's no gravity resistance man! But i found windmill nicer. Guess i'll learn that first. Next time teach me k? =)
dance...dance..and dance....2 hours straight
shagged. Look at those sweat. im gasping for air. Just by doing all those basics, im already half-dead...i wish im more useful....blessed with everlasting stamina, strong body like the kamen rider. Determination and passion were all i left. perservere on, martin.
Time for some kicks and freezes.
I did it! an almost perfect sidefreeze!! yayness.
Yes yes i know, it's basic. But to martin, it's one big step yea? =)
And darn it. I still have this fear to throw myself all the way up.It's either i kick too soft, or kick too hard and send myself flying and piak on the concrete floor. Right elbow bleeded and blueblacked . FOrtunately nth really serious , just wounded. hee, all thanks to my elbow pad,i survived .k fine,it's a wrist band, but who cares. If im afraid of gettin hurt, all i need was to hurt myself so bad that i won't feel anything, anymore. I'll overcome it real soon , trust me.
know what? i found myself pretty brave, uploading my failure bboying moves here.
But,just want to show u all something.
I'll get better, and better, one entry after another .
witness it , watch me grow, day by day.
Ready!Get set!
Kick!
Freeze! FAIL. Again! KICK!
Pike! FAIL, miserably.
hahas.tmr working as a surveryer with zouk. Sorry zx, i'll meet u some other day then.
miss u all, my frens.
Sweetest dreams.
Martin's screwed up life, TO BE CONTINUED.
A taste of breaking, again.
Date / Time : Saturday, March 03, 2007 / 11:59 PM
Imagine ur in a battle , without landing some powermoves at the end.
It's just plain boring. Martin, ur dance's boring, u heard me.
I could never impress the crowd without those sickest moves on earth. NEVER.
My dance's so empty, without breaking.
This afternoon,i tagged along with zouk to meet up with his bboy frens at SMU.
It's not a bad place to break? Better den the espanade underground definitely, considering that there's aircon and power source for speakers.
I actually saw one of my secondary school bboymate! Sucha small world eh Desmond?
Those bboys were from CJ(except their crew lead),And some of em are really power! Doing all the fancy moves like 1990s, and im soooooo needed to work on toprockuprock . It's so cool! Now i know the difference btw YJ and CJ dancers man...(eh! i mean..they are better..but we wasn't that bad either..) =)
Watching em going against the gravity , spinning and doing all the crazy moves,toprock-in to the groove , i was wondering, what had i been doing for the whole of 2006. RAAHH
Yeah. Let's go for secret training ourselves soon zouk.We found a nice place to break le huh? i shall go bboy.org to grab some moves and start breaking my bones at home. hee.
Rah! my lousy elbowfreeze. First time arh! DUn like dat, give me some encouragement can? Im already trying my best to overcome the fear of falling . It could be quite painful sumtimes when lands on the wrong part of ur body u know? =X
Covered with sweats and bruises.
After the bboy training,later at night, i went over to HwaChong JC's talenttime concert. It's exactly like the one we got in YJ! THe YJ superstars rmb?
There's this girl in the duet category,G3 i think,very cute and elagant.Big eyes! hahas! My type.
Damn she caught me lookin at her. raah. Martin got no talent in 'toukan'ing at girls. Even back in the JC days, me and zhixiang always tio caught! haha!
but haiyo. Shldn't they hav a photography session after the show?Jus like the Singapore zoo? let the audience take photos with the contestants or sth? i want G3! haa.
Anw, new face on my blog.
rah. me and mummy alicia.
wahahas! Sorry for being late eh? Ended up sitting on the steps.
Project superstar female champ 'Diya' performing 'xinqing' by Jaychou. Din noe she's from HCJC , and frankly speaking, she looks uber nerd in her JC days , just like any other topical JC mugger.And what's with that bigbig jacket? ><Really weird weird de. (no offence to those Diya fans out there! But hahas, u shall take a look at that man...freak u out)
Hahas. After the concert, we went for supper .
Raah. Alicia u better eat more eh? Dun starve urself like how my fren did to herself . Wan to jianfei? CAN! Join dance ! haa.
Afterwhich, we went separate ways.
Reached home ,finished my entry, hit da bed, and snore away.
The show's not bad actually. ^^ Just that i thought they were supposed to be werewolf instead of wolf! It's more like a documentry. haha! A pack of wolf hunting on human. And omg, that's a cool hunting game i would say. Laughed when they transformed . Spin in the air and then 'HENSHIN'! 'ultraman! But isn't it even more powerful when they were in their human form? LOLS.
And this one! Oops. We faced the wrong camera. Or it's jus me, LOL.
I did it! an almost perfect sidefreeze!! yayness.
Again! KICK!
