friendship clock has stopped and is unlikely to start again.


We are like the 2 batteries , staying in the circuit and keep it running.

But now , you left. And im the only one staying behind , knowing the fact that it won't work without ur presence.



It's okay if your going flat , i know this would happen from the day you found that dreamclock of yours.



But At the very least, stay in the circuit please .


Let me do the running for it.


One-sided is better than no-sided , my fellow battery.



I would give it one more try , and that's it. I am getting sick of this poisoned bond .


Is it worth me keep trying so hard, when you don't even bother to keep your words and it seems to be me doing all the chasing?



Go think it over man.....i walked the same path as u did last time....and i thought u would realise it by yourself sooner or later .

'You got more than one clock to run .'



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I turned down the tuition centre offer. NOT because i mind changing to a teacher image , nor being posted to the farfar west-side.
(Hey! But seriously, do teacher wear ties and leather shoes to school?And need to be in short black hair? )

I just don't feel like wasting each other's time.

WHen school starts, i'll quit the job for sure.

I can't give that much commitment as you expected from martin , and it won't be a happy exprience for me and the centre if there's no trust involved.

Thanks for ur time. And rea! haa. Thanks for askin me down for the interview. ^^



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My life's getting dry , drifting away from alot of things lately.

This hol ain't an enjoyable one.

I went through alot.

And then....

starting to see the cruel reality , come to my sense, that there's no fairytale in this world.


I cried , every single night.

Im afraid of it, i couldn't face it.

Why?...Why the world we are living in, just seem so complicated and could be so REAL.


I wish i could be just a mere farmer's son , living in some faraway island next to an ocean , enjoying the company of one another. Simple...and happy , rather than the ratrace working life that would soon fall on me.

And i doubt im the material for doing business. My dad's right..im too soft-heartened and naive. My kindness would kill me somedays. Perhaps i would become of them too? Who knows..

God should just continue letting Martin be blind , maybe it would be better off for me.

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Thanks daddy mummy for the new laptop and digicam. =) I love it! And both of you too!

haa. Sometimes i din see the reason why they should be so nice to me. Afterall, i did nothing much for them in the past 18 years. 'ONE SIDED' relationship . haaa.

Know u both won't come here. But i promised to this little world of mine , that i rmbed every single things that u did for me, and martin would definitely repay daddy and mummy , give them the best that i could , be as cool as dad , and the dream-son you wan me to be.




And i just had a conversation with L over the phone. haa. Good that ur putting in time with your family, and even get down to grandma place every single day(instead of your GIRLS.Oops.Hope ur gfS won't read this).

She wasn't in a good mood eversince grandpa passed away. ^^Let's visit her tgt when im back in HongKong alrite? =)


loves.

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Plans!

Hmm. Im going for new school hiphop tmr. And then on the thursday , goin to YJ with Rea to withdraw AGAIN. Stop hiding from me YJ! Your wasting my time and making me pay the stupid school fees for months. But good..i got excuse to visit my schoolfrens there. =)

Then saturday i'll be out with rin and jas.

And maybe church on sunday. My deepest apology to all those churchmates. Sorry..i wasn't in a good mood this days..i should have replied those msgs . And sorry for always being late for church! arrrhhhhh! Really hate it when vicki needs to come all the way out to fetch me.

Other then that , erm erm erm..

After my YJ withdrawal, Maybe i'll go sakae with rea and gisela , or stay ard singing with zx.We'll see on that day eh?

I have yet to get down to sony ericsson to get my phone fixed. And Poly medical checkup as well. Hmm. i wonder if alicia's free? Maybe we can go for the checkup tgt. ^^

And yea! Bella . We shall go pub after ur work real soon. Tell me when ur free k?

And lastly, Clubbing on the next wed at momo with zouk and frens.



See u all ard real soon my batteries. Keep it running...Or else...i'll kill you =)



Dance with the rain,
To be continued.