26th December 1988 HongKong Singapore
Queens, NewYork Temasek Polytechnic
Nassau College
Business major
Dancer
B.I.Crew X Ovation Crew X TPDE X Marvel Crew
dance obsessively, excessively.
"Always always always...Keep it real But never too quick to judge, my friend."
Sept 1 - School Reopens
Sept 5 - StonyBrook Visit
Sept 6 - Hangout with poppers
Sept 14 - One year
Sept 19 - Observation night
Sept 29 - Mothership Funknight 3
Oct XX - King of NY
i don't know about this feeling towards you , but it's there , definitely. perhaps we should give ourselves more time yea? =) Thanks for everything the other day.ur the sweetest. A bite of you will cause me diabetes . hug** And i din know u kissed me! haha! Like always , martin stands on top of being blur. =P
well i got to thank nihua and Jord for accompanying me down back in church . Im quite touched when u guys lay ur hands on me and pray. Thanks. And now, my name will be in the kingdom of God. REGISTERED. hahaas. They're right, ive been to chc for so long, yet i had never really recognised myself as a true christian.
Well! Don't expect me to be soooooooo holy and put god in every sentence i say. But at the very least, let me understand you, god. =)
It's a drizzling morning, i was jogging ard my area , then met up with kelsey and huijing for breakfast. See! My healthy lifestyle , im still maintaining it, somehow. But actually, it's my first time eating breakfast at compasspoint . Hmm hmm.
My breakfast partners? Kel and Huijing.^^
And then after the breakfast, i went back and get ready for school.
Sorry may! i was late for school today! My bad! heee. And hey, today we went ard the CCA maze as a class. Darryl the class cameraman took quite some photos!! Guys it's at the my class blog! GO check it out man! haa. =D
Went out with Huijing to studiowu. haaa. she bought cookies for me i think. awww...thanks =) And we attended 3 lessons in a row!!
FIrst was hiphop class conducted by Andy , followed by Gldye , and lastly a locking class by michael.
i like...all of them ? =D But locking interesst me da most. It's so freakin cool. =D
After dance, with all the sweats and BO, we went to catch a show at TM!
watched 2 movie!
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle! And then Mauritius!
ahahas! Omg. Mauritius was so SICK! GORE GORE GORE. But things like that do happened u know..How sad. =( People were captured , and then removed their organs to earn money. gosh.
I won;t want to rmb this movie. =X
We had dinny, and went home.
Oh we had our eyes on this 2000 pcs jigsaw puzzle? Let's get it someday and start playin with it =)
Alrite it's all about church and hangin ard with frens.
Towards this point, im already dying , so forgive me if i left out all the details.
At the evening, i went for Ophix outing at chompchomp.
Quite alot of the ophix were there eh. And we camwhored alot. A HELL LOT. But where are those pic eh? Im like, dun hav em with me now? haa.
Really enjoyed my night there.
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GREAT that's all the days i had to cover.
And Guess what, im stoppin here. Will definitely post those pic on blog once i get them.
Let me say this.
im...GONE!
Dance in the rain, TO BE CONTINUED.
=D It's a good choice afterall.
Date / Time : Wednesday, April 25, 2007 / 3:00 PM
You won't believe how lazy im now.
Can i end my entry already?
wahaahaa.
Anyway, my new schoollife started. And im cool with it. Glad that i actually joined FOC and Olympiad. Now i could actually wave around to so many of them!
ofcs, not forgettin those old frens i got, who came to TP also. =D People like Glen , jamie rea , rinna , vonz , Peinchuan ,Minyi , Shanhui , Jingmei and alot more.
I met Glen in TP. haaa. Sorry guys. My bad. Sorry to Glen, Gary, Sam, Hanqi , YanHan , Leslie , Weepang ( see ! i rmbed every single one of you!) . They were all my good mshs buddies, but kinda lost contact all because of me. ahhh~ i didn't mean to not turn up for those outings all this while ! Just that there's something always going on. But i promised! i would be present in the next one, which is glen's birthday! And to all other outing as well!
Btw, you guys know what? im hugging your birthday prezzie every night , entering my lalaland. How can i forget u all man. THat bigbig teddy bear was my best sleeping partner.
=) Catch up and see u all ard soon.
Speaking of birthdays, Happy birthday to Bella! haha! NO clubbing for you on ur 18th birthday! la la la~orbi good. Hee. Wish u a good year ahead here.
It's a sunday! And i went down to Hougang Sports hall to gym with Gangyi and Gangrui. Eh my first time to this gym though. It's great, as in the equipments are good, and there's aircon, toilet , watercooler , music playin 247 and even TV. haaa. People there were friendly too.
Had a great time gyming there. Hey. Let's meet up again next week for it brothers =D
Then afterthat...HAHA! can't rmb. Think i went back to sleep or sth?
but i do rmb goin out at night with my family to eat sakae.
Know what!? I missed the first ever tutorial!! HAHAHA! Gosh. Im the zai-est!
Erm...who say first week no tutorial de huh? RAAAAHH.
Met Cheryl on my way for lect, and den waited for Yong to come.
Hmm. Seriously, i dun noe my classmates man. Not even by names. ahahaa.Well, maybe i know May and Yong. Others,i Din get to see them at all eh? Was in Olympiad all this while, and somemore missed the precious chance to interact with them, the tutorial! eeek.
During lecture, i just sat with May , Yong and Cheryl. ^^
Lect was a piece of cake to me. It's all the JC H1 economic stuffs. you know? the opportunity cost....demand..supply...curves and more curves..blablabla.
=D seems like my one year in JC ain't THAT useless afterall.
After lect, went mushroom to sit ard with the ophinx peeps. supposed to join em for an empire dinner, but i'll give it a miss , got to go somewhere later on.
meet the class for lunch before class. But then i realised the class wasn't there. Eh! But May's there! So we went westernfood-ing in the design school.
$2.80 for beef steak! OMG! u not gonna believe it man!
And it's niceee!! OISHI!!!
darn . i shld hav taken a pic of it. But it's already half in my stomach by the time i realised i shld. ^^'''
Oh. And blur us, chat until nearly passed the lect startin time! haa. Rush there, and we made it in time.
It's a lect for computing? hmm. boring...boring...what's that gonna do with business man...But they say it's an essential subjects for University entry eh? hmm...Bet i'll just bare with it.
After lect, we went over to IT school canteen to meet with Huijing Fion and nic . lunched , and time to hop to Tampines mall for some shoppin'. muahaha.Then on the way comes more familiar faces like Sarah , Shihui , Kimberly and Ivan . Ivan fell for my trick!! bwahahaha! stupid boy!
know what? Ivan actually looks and act like my JC fren Luke! So similar! Alrite. i owe u a hit too. Come get yours too . =P
iman joined in , And we were looking for beanie actually. ^^''' The dresscode. haha! farni. Oh. So we promised each other to dressed hiphop on the friday huh?
In the end din buy any beanie! doooottsss~ But i did bought a new cross earring for myself. =D
It's all the way shop until 7 there about. The girls bought the same blingbling , and Iman left.
Me Huijing May Fion then settled down at Mac .
Gossip time! haha! Not me, but the girls! Eh. It's common. Im immune to it. la la la~
It's getting late, and time to head back to sweet home. waited for em to leave, then i took 27 back . It's uber tiring after along day.
classes tmr , and meetin some poly frens afterthat at the mushroomie.
fridays classes as well , afterwhich, i'll be walking ard with the ophinx for our cca fair. Imagine one whole empire walkin tgt man! hahaa. But i already made up my mind. I'll go for dance. heee. Maybe one more! But i shall see. =)
Sat cellgrp , sunday church and gym.
And there will be a YJC concert in may. Hopefully it won't crush with the Ophinx chalet eh?which is gonna be from 4th may - 6th may.
AND my sweet daughter Joey birthday coming. whooo. Im invited! =D So nice of you to make this little invitation card.
What on earth would u wan your old man be at ur party man~hahas. Nevermind, i'll go chat with ur real dad on that day.Bet we'll hav loads to say, no generation gap. wahaha~ , i'll sneak out from chalet for it. =D hug**
that's all more or less my days lately?
1
2
3
GONE!
Dance in the rain, TO BE CONTINUED.
E-motion
Date / Time : Saturday, April 21, 2007 / 12:37 AM
Business school won!!
=D Biz biz biz biz nneeeeessss~~~~
And the funniest part was we don't even know we won. Can't tell you know? The engines seem to be much much more high than the business freshies.
I thought they won la. haha!
we are like spartans. no joke** Not the quantity but the quality. =P
May kept waking me up in lecture. Hee thanks..But Just let me get some sleeps alrighty? I hardly rest last night.And Im so used to sleeping in lecture hall. =D
Man...she's like zhixiang back in JC. When i fell asleep, he'll give me a push or elbow me . haha. And then i'll look at him,'orh..' and go for my lalaland again. =D Maybe that's the reason why i had bad grades. heee. ^^'''
Dots. Im not that stupid ok! i swear i won't fall for that 'below waist' attack again! never!
'bai fa bai zhong'? nonsense ar! xinyi !haha =P But u fell for mine also lorh! bleah =P Kelsey was right. I must 'tai tou zuo ren' in TP.
Oh yea and i saw GLen!!It's been a while! omg we got the same fate huh! JC dropouts , other than Jamie, Jing and Minyi ! haha! give me 5. 5555! Same course somemore! But...
How come they dun seems to know the 'below waist' attack one! play with them, they no response. =X dots in the air. It's only the popular among the FOC peeps huh?
And after Jam n hop , took a bus back with Kelsey and Huijing. Went mac for supper, and then head home. Huijing found out my most 'ticklish' spot. hahaha. darn, it's very sensitive . I'll run before ur finger could even touch martin =P
Hee. It's been a day filled with Rara ppls . Especially the Olympia . Crazy bunch!
School starting next week. arrrhhhhh~~~ hahas. Wonder how it will be like, especially the way lessons conducted , as well as the classmates.
Yes yes, i'll study hard, i promised. Your reading this ain't you? =)
It's been awhile since my last entry.Perhaps I should just keep my smile . =)
Just hit home, Back from orientation. tired? haa, not really, but that game really made me sweat like f*.
It's fun though!
hahaa. At least i get to enjoy myself .
o o o ophinxxx~~~
o o o ophinxx~~
It's magiiccc~
It's not bad a start today.
=) Thanks to everyone.
Tmr would be the inter-school games and Jam n hop.
=D Lookin' forward to it eh?
TP business rawks!
time for bed.
1,2,3 GONE!
dance in the rain, TO BE CONTINUED.
Btw, It's 'step by step' , by tohoshinki(DBSK). no more emo song! =)
Date / Time : Saturday, April 14, 2007 / 11:09 PM
Everything was good , until , someone told me something.
It's all about my past.
Things that i won't want to keep.
a guilt that i won't want to remember.
I couldn't help it, but to runaway. Nothing matters anymore, just want to pass my days quietly away in the camp.
Just a 6 words-long question , that's enough to torture my soul.
Exaggerating ? i doubt so.
but no doubt, the camp was fun. O O O Ophinx~~
O o o OPhinx.
Danceintherain, cont'd.
Right here waiting.
Date / Time : Tuesday, April 10, 2007 / 6:30 PM
The man,
sneaked into his sons room ,
He was never the kind of person to reach out and touch people ,
but tonight, he did it,
just for them.
His right arm landed on their shoulder , Knowing that a touch or a voice would soothe his babies.
'Hey sons , i am leaving. =) Listen to your mummy alright? and don't be late for school. study hard. =) take care. '
a kiss on their forehead,
He walked out of the room
the sounds of his footsteps distanced .
Door creaked, and he left.
The sons opened their eyes, soaked with tears. THey din make it for a goodbye, nor the one last look on their father.
They were all pretending , all this while , years after years.
He knows , they wasn't in their dreamland . And they know , their dad knew they wasn't.
Your touch , your voice , soothes the skin , but not the soul.
Only a silence break, could smoothe,
those hearts.
They took the first available moment and walked towards the window , to stare down the parking lot.
'Hey, we love you too, daddy . Bon voyage , and take care. '
Dance in the rain, To be continued.
bu xi guan . mei you ni de ri zi. =(
Date / Time : Sunday, April 08, 2007 / 1:32 AM
I've been giving my days to family outings , spending quality time with them. :)
Daddy leaving in a few days know.... And i got to wait for another 5 months , just to see him again. :( I hate this. When u come , and then left , i'll just got to miss you all over again.
We went Sentosa Pulawan beach. Nice eh? the photo? I still think East coast was a better choice though. (i want to do fishing!) Haa. But since he insisted in it , i'll give in. ^^ Oh and my bad. mixed up Siloso with Pulawan. haaa! i saw weisheng there also!
Daddy and Sam went to get changed, mummy looks after the belongings. Me? Took the video recorder, crossed the bridge, and headed for that 'twin tower'. spent quite some time on top, enjoying breezes ( nah, not much about scenary, the construction at the corner totally ruin it. )
Oh then i came out with a stupid idea, trying to film a documentry on Sentosa. I was talking to myself infront of that recorder know! And there's this couple who saw it and kept staring at martin.
paiseh X 1000
It's in the dvd ! i'll youtube it and show u guys another time yea? =)
I din play much . :) Just sitting with mum, observing their smiles and joy , enjoying the company of one another. Praise god, he blessed me with the sweetest family.
But Time never wait , and it's already 6 . Pack up guys!
Shhhhh....
I 'toutou' buried a treasure into the sand , wrote our names on top before leaving. =)
Went for a dinner, and then, it's time to head home.
Watched 'im not stupid 2' b4 we sleep. Awwww...i know that guy looks like me, but i swear im no longer a rebellous kid , doing all the wrong things. Just don't worry. =)
Early in the morning, dad left to meet his table tennis mates for some friendly matches. Good luck for ur games k? The legendary tommy aka 'topgun shaqiu' , my old man, that is. HAHA.
Mummy went out, Me and Sam shall be guai and wait for u guys to get back.
At night, we went to this Kublai Khan bla bla bla restaurant for dinner. See! i am right! It wasn't neccessary to book a table. It's still kinda empty at 6 , baka!
The food din really impress us either. haa! My dad said the oyster totally sucks. And the seafood ain't fresh enough. ^^''' Only things we liked were the chicken ginseng soups , scallops , and the sashimi. I was like, stuffing myself with stacks, and stacks of salmon sashimi. Heeee. :P
Alright. Look, dad's starting his 'suan ming' again!
dad: Sam has this bla bla bla, and this would mean he'll have alot of power (quan li) , and blablabla going on and on...until..however, he has this blablabla , which stands for ' killing' and 'death' ... Sam : wtf!
hahaa!
Yeah. For once, i thought my dad's right. Sam's a NCC. Look! he could order his man(power, quanli) , and then shoot down enemies(killing) , but ended up getting killed on the battlefield himself(death). Hornourable death indeed! haaa.
and then, dad said i m lack of the element fire , and could only lead a good life in hot places. Well...why don't you consider sending me to Eygpt instead? =X
And then he mentioned something very true huh? He said im very kind , and would bring me far in life , cos i belong to be a 'gui ren'. People whom i helped , would repay me . =)
YET! I'll be cheated and lost all my wealth during my first business, and my wife would run away with another man.
I got so many more to say, but.....ha nah it's ok...don't know where to start either.I suck at expressing myself..THe song says it all. Unforgettable, dad, it's for you.
dance in the rain, TO be continued.
Im cool with it.
Date / Time : Thursday, April 05, 2007 / 2:42 AM
Today's full of ups and downs. It started really horrible , but ends like a fairytale.
I got a shock of my life this morning, fortunately it's settled.... :) If not, i'll hide somewhere and emo. phew..
Shldn't elaborate on that though. Afterwhich, i get down to the clinic for my poly entry healthcheck. It's all the way down Raffles. Sweet! it's just 10 minutes walk from studiowu. Even better for me. =) Could go straight for my dance class later.
But im worried....i dreamt that i was found with some terminal disease few days back...argh...give me a break...I won't be that suay will i?
Martin got his eyesight examined(perfect. la la la)
and then...
Nurse : Martin , we need your urine for some tests. Please go to the toilet and get us 1/4 cup full of it.
Martin : uh.......erm....
Nurse : Why?
Martin : I....I am not urgent. =X
nurse : giggle** add oil.
Martin : Alright, i'll try...
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Hahaha! How to get urine when im not urgent! raahhhh. I just stoned in the toilet for a few minutes, then camwhore abit.
and....
omg! I got the urge to do it now! Shhhhhhhh~ Just nice, barely touched the 1/4 mark! **** (Why am i mentioning this urine thing in such great details! =D)
Perhaps, Im proud of my urine. :P
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And then comes the X-ray . After the session....
Nurse :Actually , it's the first time we using this X-ray machine.
Martin : (shocked) erm..does that make me your guinea pig?Laugh** And will it be too strong and cause cell-mutation? I don't want to get cancer seriously.
Nurse : I would perfer the term 'model'. haa~ And it's safe no worry. But this new machine doesn't work well in low power . We got to tune it to higher power to make it more visible.
Martin : ........
Martin : nice photoshoot....
(and at the end of it i admire my 'inner beauty'. Hey i got a pretty decent heart! Really shaped like a heart know! hahaha!)
Got my report done, and left . hee. It's fun though. =) Thank god there's no abnormalities detected. Praise god for giving me a healthy body. =)
Dance starts at 5.30, and that means i got one hour to spare. Crawl to the nearest cofferbean, had a sip of hot chocolate, And slack around with my Newpaper and eightdays.
I wonder why am i not performing again . Sometimes im good , sometimes im bad. Sometimes im high, sometimes im self-conscious. And today definitely fall under the bad one. When i look back at those who praised me , i just give myself a cold sarcastic laugh . ' good dancer, haa.. , my ass '. I am a laughing stock . =(
Nevermind , i'll just try harder next time. AAHHH wake up martin! You need to have some sort of resolves and insights made every single moment of ur life , or else you'll be a loser forever. And an eyesore to others. =(
Shagged. But that's not all . I got to pick up my dad later on at midnight.
Get changed , meet up with my family, and then proceed to Changi airport.
I'll cherish this baby. =) Fujutsu lifebook . I played with it whole night long , it's awesome.
thanks daddy. love ya. You always give it your all to us. =) Im cool with my life now , so it's ok if u keep some for yourself . And u ought to see the anti-smoking advertisement man...HAHA! better stop smoking u ass. :P ( I pity her actually , and ain't it cruel to air her on tv, letting ppl see her like some kinda monster? =( ...) So poor thing...
Oh besides the laptop , i love those clothes u got from your place. Especially the white French connection long sleeve. love it to bits. ^^
Mummy's birthday coming. I had some tricks on my sleeve already. heehee...
And yet to get prezzie for the 3 brothers of mine. Miss you all ah....Nel , alan , L.....
I want to watch Phantom of the opera!Any takers? Im so gonna regret if i miss it.
Tmr getting down to TP to submit my healthreport.Other than that, this few days would be devoted for my family , more or less. )
Sunday there's special easter service at expo. Gonna meet up with my churchmates for it.
I had yet to withdraw from YJ. I swear the next visit would make it a fullstop between me and the school.
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God , enlighten me , give me more resolves , change martin for the better.
Dance in the rain, TO be continued.
A brothers gathering.
Date / Time : Sunday, April 01, 2007 / 7:20 PM
' Instead of TRY , TRAIN yourself for it.'
The church service today was beneficial(All of it do, but this one seems more relevant , haa.) , and there's thing that just seems to link with what im expriencing recently.
It just motivated me to dance, even more. I couldn't wait for another day for practise to come. Immediately , after the service, get down to WU for a dose of it. Im so addicted to dance. :)
And, They discussed over people turning their back towards god , but god himself , choose not to give up on them and even reach out his hands for the sinners.
Look , im not saying that im a god here, in fact , i'll never be one . And i doubt im even a faithful follower of his . But Martin gonna pick up this 'reaching out' , and continue searching for those missing pieces in my life. =)
No wait , i don't even have time to faint , immediately dressup and dashed out of the house. Yeah..Now u see the difference between being busy and being in a hurry. LOLS.
I made it in time! haha! And it's great to see them in church again .
Today service, Gangyi's here! My greatest friend back in the mshs time , and even up to now, and it will be so000 the same for the future :)
It's glad to see you after like erm...one whole year? Both you and jord were like brothers to me. :) I missed those mshs days.And You taught me basketball rmb? 1 step, 2 step, 3 step , JUMP , SHOOT! Yeah im sure bad at it ^^ But nonetheless , those were the momeries that i would never forget.
The Unforgettables.
Abit of brother talks on our way back . And darn it! You just gotten yourself more and more mature . I thought i grew alot ( not physically though) , but it's so obvious me and you were still the same , teacher-student relationship. LOLS. I swear i'll teach you something back next time.
wahaha. Just wait and see, brother.
Thanks for the advices , hee , I know what im doing, no worry. =) I'll just see her, as a friend.
We went Sentosa Pulawan beach. Nice eh? the photo? I still think East coast was a better choice though. (i want to do fishing!) Haa. But since he insisted in it , i'll give in. ^^ Oh and my bad. mixed up Siloso with Pulawan. haaa! i saw weisheng there also!
Daddy and Sam went to get changed, mummy looks after the belongings. Me? Took the video recorder, crossed the bridge, and headed for that 'twin tower'. spent quite some time on top, enjoying breezes ( nah, not much about scenary, the construction at the corner totally ruin it. )
