Today's full of ups and downs. It started really horrible , but ends like a fairytale.



I got a shock of my life this morning, fortunately it's settled.... :) If not, i'll hide somewhere and emo. phew..

Shldn't elaborate on that though. Afterwhich, i get down to the clinic for my poly entry healthcheck. It's all the way down Raffles. Sweet! it's just 10 minutes walk from studiowu. Even better for me. =) Could go straight for my dance class later.

But im worried....i dreamt that i was found with some terminal disease few days back...argh...give me a break...I won't be that suay will i?

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Martin got his eyesight examined(perfect. la la la)



and then...



Nurse : Martin , we need your urine for some tests. Please go to the toilet and get us 1/4 cup full of it.

Martin : uh.......erm....

Nurse : Why?

Martin : I....I am not urgent. =X

nurse : giggle** add oil.

Martin : Alright, i'll try...

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Hahaha! How to get urine when im not urgent! raahhhh. I just stoned in the toilet for a few minutes, then camwhore abit.

and....

omg! I got the urge to do it now! Shhhhhhhh~ Just nice, barely touched the 1/4 mark! **** (Why am i mentioning this urine thing in such great details! =D)

Perhaps, Im proud of my urine. :P

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And then comes the X-ray . After the session....

Nurse :Actually , it's the first time we using this X-ray machine.

Martin : (shocked) erm..does that make me your guinea pig?Laugh** And will it be too strong and cause cell-mutation? I don't want to get cancer seriously.

Nurse : I would perfer the term 'model'. haa~ And it's safe no worry. But this new machine doesn't work well in low power . We got to tune it to higher power to make it more visible.





Martin : ........



Martin : nice photoshoot....


(and at the end of it i admire my 'inner beauty'. Hey i got a pretty decent heart! Really shaped like a heart know! hahaha!)

Got my report done, and left . hee. It's fun though. =) Thank god there's no abnormalities detected. Praise god for giving me a healthy body. =)

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Dance starts at 5.30, and that means i got one hour to spare.
Crawl to the nearest cofferbean,
had a sip of hot chocolate,
And slack around with my Newpaper and eightdays.

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I wonder why am i not performing again . Sometimes im good , sometimes im bad. Sometimes im high, sometimes im self-conscious. And today definitely fall under the bad one. When i look back at those who praised me , i just give myself a cold sarcastic laugh . ' good dancer, haa.. , my ass '. I am a laughing stock . =(


Nevermind , i'll just try harder next time. AAHHH wake up martin! You need to have some sort of resolves and insights made every single moment of ur life , or else you'll be a loser forever. And an eyesore to others. =(

Shagged. But that's not all . I got to pick up my dad later on at midnight.

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Get changed , meet up with my family, and then proceed to Changi airport.

I'll cherish this baby. =) Fujutsu lifebook . I played with it whole night long , it's awesome.

thanks daddy. love ya. You always give it your all to us. =) Im cool with my life now , so it's ok if u keep some for yourself . And u ought to see the anti-smoking advertisement man...HAHA! better stop smoking u ass. :P ( I pity her actually , and ain't it cruel to air her on tv, letting ppl see her like some kinda monster? =( ...) So poor thing...

Oh besides the laptop , i love those clothes u got from your place. Especially the white French connection long sleeve. love it to bits. ^^

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I need some plans here!

Mummy's birthday coming. I had some tricks on my sleeve already. heehee...

And yet to get prezzie for the 3 brothers of mine. Miss you all ah....Nel , alan , L.....

I want to watch Phantom of the opera!Any takers? Im so gonna regret if i miss it.

Tmr getting down to TP to submit my healthreport.Other than that, this few days would be devoted for my family , more or less. )

Sunday there's special easter service at expo. Gonna meet up with my churchmates for it.

I had yet to withdraw from YJ. I swear the next visit would make it a fullstop between me and the school.

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God , enlighten me , give me more resolves , change martin for the better.



Dance in the rain,
TO be continued.