I'll stay with you, where ever u want to go.
Darling don't emo k? heee. I know it's been hard on you. But trust me , you can do it . I pei you k? To reach for your top 5% cohort by next semester =)

Fight for your freedom! LOLS!

hugs and kisses. love.

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Guess it's time to do some update ya? =)

first thing first.My frist semester examination result!

OMG i passed my comskill , which is something like JC General Paper i took last year. okay fine i passed that in JC , but this is really too unexpected. Martin din expect a B when what i wrote was 4 para intos , 1 para for argu point , and 1 para for conclusion. It's just so wrong. haha. The conclusion was such a rush work that it doesn't even sound right. gosh. Okay , whatever. Im contented with my B =) Jumping around hugging people like crazy yesterday. =D

MARTIN's still acceptable result :

MircoEconomic - A ( 81/100)
Communication Skills - B ( 37/50)
Business accounting Paper - ABSENT(add 15% to next exam)
CSA - Yet to be released.(comin wed)
Principle of Managment - Yet to be released.(coming tues)


So far so good? Hopefully i won't be getting any Cs ya?

=D

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VIBES 5' s just 7 days away!!

Can we finish it in time =( As in perfect the whole dance within this 7 days?

Oh yes we can =)

ADIDANCE!! My beloved dancegroup. Love them all to bits =)

Hahas told ya Chessia im taller so stop debating with me on that!

I think im cool. =P la la la~~haaa

Cool and emo too

Okay im random sorry.

That day in ITAS was really public Nuisance! hhaas My dancegroup and May's dancegroup people were there. We lapaked there playing 'go back jump' and 'om om chaki'. HAHAA.

Darn i should be more focus next time to save myself from more forfeit, more embarrassment. =( Catwalk in ITAS and asking strangers from strangers am i cute's really sooo paiseh.

And the worse part's when they gave you the super-serious face and say 'NO?!' straight into your face. LOLS!

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Martin's very the organised+prioritized TIMETABLE


29th june(Fri) - Adidance and TP dance ( 4 pm- late late )
30th june(Sat) - ACS Carnival with baby( 9am - 2pm) , Adidance ( 3pm - 7pm) , Studying with baby (10pm - late late)
1st July(Sunday) - Church service (10 -1pm) , Ophix 'transformers' outing ( no idea. haha)
2nd july ( Monday ) - Adidance after school ( 6 till late late)

ANd the rest of the day until 7th July ( actual dance compeition) will be all dance after school. Maybe project in the morning. So yaa , i won't be free. Sorry guys =(

After dance, i'll get back to all of you =)

Hug**I love all my friends .



Dance in the rain ,
TO BE CONTINUED.

HEY JC FRIENDS, WISH ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PRELIM/BLOCKTEST ALRITE!? ESPECIALLY TO ZHIXIANG , PEIRU , ZHENGYANG , HUIQING , LUKE , IRIS , WEIXIN , CTG 212 , My dancemates , and the rest =) I know you guys can score well for sure =D

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Oh oh oh my goddness.

THere's plenty of commitments i got to be in , and the 2 weeks break doesn't even look like a break to me to begin with. ANd now, need to school as well.

Result's coming out , presentations datelines drawing near, dance compeition 2 weeks away

Hopefully i'll survive . No i got to survive , somehow.

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Choreo not even half-done, members not coming training and some even wanted to quit. It's just 2 weeks away people. =( Im so damn worried. Really hope the team already can sense some urgency here , at this point.

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I got to get some formal stuffs my tuesday for wednesday presentation. First presentation, i wonder how it gonna be like.

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Seems like this gonna be a more hectic terms than the previous one.

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Hee meeting baby tmr for breakfast. I really miss my baby. Its been 5 days since i last met up with her. hug her like a teddy bear** =)


dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Ahh it's time for some update. =)

Well, nothing much , it's all about dance and projects and more projects and more dance.

Sounds abit no life , but ya , im still enjoyin it =)

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Oh i am having an obsession with this 'begin' song.

everyday..and night..with you...la la la la~~ la la la la la~!!! la laaaaaaa~~

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20th June (wed)


1B10 BBQ at east coast Park!! I din take much picture. hahaa was too dizzy after eating all the spicy foods. But it's nice , i love chicken wings and Stingrays loads. =D
Having trouble startin the fire =D

Everyone helping to start the fire...
And then Darryl ,May and Amrish came to save the day! hahaha! Next time i'll get it right. hee.

Oh but about half the class wasn't there, abit saddening. It's only the normal few who turns up . awww. o well.

At night , we sit together playing cards. and drink beers?

May's drunk! lols by drinking Ice Lemon Tea. wtf. haha...

Hey guys, Thanks for organising =D Heee. Really appreciate it alot. Especially Amrish and Gerrold. ^^



After the whole thing, went over to baby's place , wait outside until she can sneak out.

Oh i swear this is the last time im making her sneakin out like that...it seems like im always gettin her into unneccessary troubles. =( And i can't taunt for nuts luh huh.. Really very sick the next day after the taunting.

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And for the next few days it's dance dance n dance.

Somehow im worried about our dance. Afterall it's the first competition for most of us in the dancegroup , and some even the first time to get in contact to hiphop. I could still remember the very first time i performed on stage in YJ. It's the ART FUSION Concert. And during the rehersal , i got a really bad mental block , the music makes my heart beats a few fold faster , i can feel my feet shivering , i couldn't keep up with the music even though i knew the steps in and out before the performance.

Hope this won't happened to them =( And to me , who haven been performing for almost a year.


Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Oh so back on track, the day started off with me going to school doing my CSA project. Making a website for a Law Firm? haaa. WHat a pain. But we came out with a really cool name for our company. it's called 'Shamar & Dajali' . LOLS. SHAneenMARtin & DArrylJAniceLIyana.

We finished the content! hurray! And now we need a formal photo of the 5 of us. That's where i start camwhorin all over again. HAHAHAA.

FAIL!

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After project, it's time to go report for my dance group!

To my surprise , lyn didn't skin me alive! HAHAHA! I was expecting to get a really bad scolding from her. Awww, this time i assure you , my thursday gonna be devoted to the dance group. Other thing, i will just push them away , accept that at night i might be going to meet my baby for a movie cos i already promised her long long time back. =)

And we managed to finish 1/2 of the dance choreography already , plus formation as well. Chessia bought doughnuts from Vivo for us!! And then left the last piece for me. touched touched. haaaaa.

And the dance seniors actually stopped by to offer their helps. Weiqiang , Danny and PangYang.
WeiQiang even msg me if we need him to get down for help. Ahhh that's damn sweet please.

Dance hard guys. I can see all of you really puttin in the effort =D

We ARE beginners ,

but it's the attitude that matters. (quote from wq. haha)
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Plans plans.

Martin's very the organised+prioritized TIMETABLE


20th june(Wed) - Econs Project(9-12am), POM project(12-3pm),Class BBQ (4-8pm) , Taunting with baby at Pasir Ris Park(9pm - next morning)
21th june(thurs) - Adidance (all the way till 7pm ) , catching a show with baby(7- 11pm)
22th june(Friday) -Comskill Project(11-2pm) , CSA project(2pm-5.30) , TP dance practice ( 5.30 - 7 pm)

WAAH SO PACKEDD. can i have some time to breath?
Arghh lots and lots of projects coming up. IRRITATING. and Guys, just a reminder 22th June we are supposed to register for our CDS . SO yaa. DO make up ur mind what subject ur taking. I think most likely i would want to take something classy. haaa~

Sweetest dreams.

DAnce in the rain,
TO be continued.

A night, that i would be alone.


for 7 hours straight.

Whhooo VIBES dance competition's around the corner! Now im gettin all excited over it =D

it's been 2 days of dance practice already! And im havin loads of fun in it!

anw. Our group's called ADIDANCE , consist of ME! LYNETTE ! RONALD ! MELISSA ! CHESSIA ! DADD AND JZ ! WOO HOO.

A TEAM OF 7! Really lookin forward the next practice! Hopefully we can complete the dance chereography soon =D

And must thank our seniors here for helping us at Esplanade underground!! really appreciate the help and entertainment alot! U guys popping and locking jus so nice to watch. AH i want learn! haaa.


Train hard guys =)

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baby went Genting. Ahhh. gonna miss you loads. Have fun ya?AND PLEASE MISS MARTIN. HAHA. I'll see u on monday durin the Ophix BBQ =) loves and huggies and kisses**

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Martin's very the organised+prioritized TIMETABLE

15th June(Fri) - Adidance practice ( 3-5.30pm) , TP dance practice (5.30 - 7 pm), Econs Project discussion (7.30 - latelate)
16th June(Sat) - Ophix BBQ shopping( 12-3pm) , Adidance practice/cellgrp(4-7pmTO BE CONFIRMED)
17th June(Sun) - CHC service ( 12-2pm) , May's dance explosion compeition (3-6pm)
18th June(Mon) - Ophix BBQ ( Whole day)
19th June(Tues) -CSA project discussion (1-5pm) , StudioWu dance with baby ( 6- 8.30pm)
20th june(Wed) - Class BBQ ( whole day!) , Adidance practice (if i can rush down, to be confirmed)
21th june(thurs) - Adidance (4pm - latelate)
22th june(Friday) - TP dance practice ( 5.30 - 7 pm)

Either thursday or Friday , i'll be watching 'Fantastic 4' with baby. =)

so yea!

Now my schedule's PACKED all the way until next friday!! And i still need to pull out 2 days for project. Hopefully i'll be able to survive!

haa. Alrite. shall stop here.

=)

sweet dreams folks!



DANce in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED!

Oh i survived the depression =)

The 3 days 3nights of self-reflection ain't easy.





Sorry to those promises that i had broken for the past few days. Especially the G9 outing, big groove concert , church treasure hunt and the mshs soccer match. I really feel bad for not goin! and trust me, i wanted to go , but i jus turned stubborn and decided to NOT go instead. How wierd can someone under depression be. hahas.

And thanks for those who decided to dropby and see what happened to me =)

It's really really appreciated by martin, especially ppl like zx and baby , who's always there for me. =D And alot more! i jus love all of u to bits and bits =)

Hug**

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Happy 1 month baby =D

Last night was really unforgettable ya know. =)

We watched shrek 3! damn farni can?! I just keep laughing at all the random jokes they got. But somehow i think it lacks abit of the storyline here and there. But still , VERY ENTERTAINING. =DANd I do pity prince charming though. haaa. =)

After the show, it's kinda early , and baby decided to go down to the beach for a walk? =) Ah actually...we decided to sneak out at night and taunt at Pasir Ris Park. LOLS.

I went over to her place , though i don't think it's a good idea ya? Since she's sneakin out later , i would rather just wait at the busstop instead.

I was in her room waiting until it's the right time to sneak out. Yea, i wasn't really doing anything inside! so yea! hahas. no thinking dirty guys. =X And then something unexpected happened! Her dad knocked on her room. And baby's like Oh crap!hahas and i was like 'oops, what now?' hahas. In the end i hided under the bed which kinda no point since he already knew i was here! HAHAHA! So yea, kinda embarrassin , i crawled out and then left her house. He din chase me out ok! Just requested. haha yea, not that bad actually =)

Silly darling, still want to sneak out after gettin caught. awww...

And then...we had our supper, cab down to Pasir Ris Park.Happy 1 month darling =D

We'll countin stars all night long , lyin on the beach.

UNTIL it starts rainin! haha. Amazingly, she still can sleep! PIG! I was like...'damn u mosquito cut me some slack and stop biting me already' .

Sunrise! =)
And more sunrise =)

and vice versa =) I love my baby too. huggies and kisses**

baby it's really glad to have u with me today.. I mean...not just today , but all this while =)

ANd yea, i love throwin stones with you, make them hop around like rabbits, and then throw u in as well. hahaha! You big bully , keep splashin water at me! RAAAHHH. And then we chase after each other with mud balls. lols. =) soooo fun, and romantic? haa.

We'll like some childhood-deprived couple can?! =)


Sent her home , and for the rest of the day i was practically sleeping. LOLS. i can't taunt for nuts. But i'll do it for her. =)

Love ya, Happy 1month again! muack**

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Anyway , time to get back on track. I learnt to organise my timetable now from amelia! HAHA!
it's time for some quality plagarism.

13 June(wed) - G9 bbq-planning meetup ( 1-3pm) , Adidance dance meeting (4-latelate)
14 June(thurs) - Coms skill Project discussion(12-3pm) , Adidance dance meeting(4-latelate)
15 June(Fri) - Econs project discussion ( 7pm - until i want to sleep.haha)
16 June(Sat) - Im free i guess , maybe i should plan something =)
17 June(Sun) - church service (10 -2pm)
18June(Mon) - Ophix Bbq (probably the whole day)

hahas that's for now. Im kinda free ya know!? But somehow, i feel like i forgot somethin. ohh..darn. i wonder what were those. Anyway, free time will be replaced with studiowu dance. Im determined to really dance. haa.

Shall stop here. =)

Sweetest dreams.


Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

10th June - Depression , day 3.


This sensation of destroyin myself still stucked in me.

I hope i'll be fine soon.

The world's still revolving , but i've stopped .

Maybe it's just moodswing , but it jus din go away.

Or maybe's not.



Btw, i got 0 for business accounting paper.

I cut my hair like micky in DBSK (haa yea the damn short one)

I practically rotted alone for the past 48 hours.



danceintherain,
TO BE CONTINUED. Or maybe, it's the end.

ANother week passed.





Time never waits , i'll be done for if i keep procrastinating.

Finished with Business Acoounting and MarcoEconomic.

After this entry, i'll really go intensive studying.





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Exam next week and i kinda lastminute again. sigh..Okay not really since i always did my work consistently and revised my work last week.

But somehow i feel that im not trying hard enough.

I found myself stoning and emo-ing once in while , just feel like throwing all the things behind , lie on my bed, and sleep..

And i had decided. I really must buck up. After mid sem exam , I'll do more for my studies , my projects , my friends , my family , my passion , and last but not least , for her =)

let's focus on studies for now yea?

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27th Sunday





Church service , and then rushed down to May's 'Level up' dance competition at Fareast.





Congratulation to May's group for advancing into the Semi-Final. Oh well, that means u will have to juggle your dance and exam at the same time. ALL THE BEST man. hahaha!




















not lazy! But hmm, sometimes, goin home alone ain't that bad either. =)

28th Monday

It's a day of school school and project.

Me teemo shaneen janice Houyou and Eva were doing project all the way till 10pm there about.

it's really last minute chionging! And i really appreciate everyone stayin back for it! Sacrificing dates and favourite TV shows for it! haaa i helped Eva recorded her fav show. Better thank my mummy man! Teemo was so engrossed by the 'Jolin' next door. LOLS. wooow someone keepin lookin at her worrr. Bet u will camp at comp lab for her. haaaa.

And at the end of it, just to let me realised i dropped my Calvin Klein shirt bought from Mrish! DARN it! hahaha!

Screwed and hectic but fun day.
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29th Tuesday

I went movie with my baby after school. It's Prirates of the caribbean. =)

Not bad ? but i found Jack Sparrow lame! hahahaha! Cute but, aahhhh forget it, whatever , just found him lame.=D

I got food-poisoned by the canteen food i guess! Hint**Hint**IT school. haaa. Oops. u din see anything..haa..

Baby im alrite really. =) Sorry if i let you worried . Im really fine! It's like, want to shit but nth comes out. haaa.(ahh forgive me for the crude language)

She insisted me to cab home. =) I shall be obedient to lessen her worries yea?

hug**

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30th Wed.

An unforgettable day for martin.

After school , i went with G9 to airport for some intensive mugging. HAA intensive my foot. i only managed to finish one chapter at the end of the day.But it was fun to be with them though =) maybe i jus can't study in groups.

They left, that leaves me and baby. We went TM mac continue to mug. Aahhh It's more like she studyin though , im sleepin like a pig next to her. =) Silly, bought me eyedrops .I was lookin at the glass panel , wondering when u will be back with the eyedrops like some sick puppy. touched...

At 4, we headed down to Pasir Ris Park watch sunrise. Awwww..ain't it sweet =)

It's kinda scary and dark back then , i was manly for once.LOLS holdin her hands, walk her through the park until we could see the sandy beach.

We din really catch the rise. SPOILER! It's blocked with a thick fat layer of cloud, only to see beams of light penetrate through.

And more unfortunate events happened. Darling she lost her bag. Some idiot took it. but im amazed by the thief though. THey din take mine. There's ipod , handphone , wallet, and tons of other valuable inside. But they choose the one with nothing but wallet. haaa.

Arrrggh! Yet im still quite irritated by the fact that her stuff got stolen. I tried to look for it , but it's no where to be found. I feel...useless? comfort her was all i could back then.

I wasn't feeling well actually. Perhaps im not used to stayin up all night? ahh. im fine darlin =)

I know i can do alot more for you . I promise , after exam , i'll be a better bf =)

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31th Vesak day THursday.

I only managed to get 2hours of sleep.

THen rushed down to EXPO for the big CHC EMERGE EVENT.

Omg EMERGE really rock! The performance and all. Awesome.

THere's special guests like Tank , FIR , ProjectO , Wing , Sun and lots more.

And then a cheerleading performance by all the tertiary institution like Poly and JCs. Temasek Poly's there also! And they did great! =)

Im in love with all the church songs they got.

Praise God.

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1st june Friday

im totally DEAD! CERTIFIED. After 2 days of event with much sleepin , i declare to the world, im Sick. haa.

But that doesn't mean i stay home sleep my time away. Already started to revise my accounting. And that's more or less my day.

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Today.

Supposed to go dance, but i realised i got alot more revision to do. GIve it a miss, and it's intensive muggin again.

Thank god i finished with Econs and Accounting. 80% of it. There's still some details here and there that i might overlook. But i'll do it before the day of exam. For tonight, i'll try finishin with CSA.

Sorry guys. I kinda need to mug, no time to go out. Forgive me if i Ps any of u this few days.=)
Be it G9 , Zx , Tpmates and others.

And i really miss her =) Wonder what my baby doing now eh? Studyin hard? I shall not disturb. heee.

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Plan plan!

Tmr EXPO Emerge ! Im goin with baby. and then rushing down to May's 'Level up' dance competition Semi-Final. All the best May! We all wan to see u shine on stage , show them what u got man!

Mon-thurs i got exam! so i will be rushin home immediately to study i guess. NO GOING OUT . NO!! MARTIN CANNOT GO OUT!haa.

Next Sunday i'll be at Sentosa participate in this treasure hunt game called 'BINGO' . THat would take my whole day away.

Monday i promised my Secondary schoolmates to play soccer back in Mshs. So yea, probably dinner afterthat.

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Study hard folks!

When i look back , it's empty. My life. But not for long.


dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.