26th December 1988 HongKong Singapore
Queens, NewYork Temasek Polytechnic
Nassau College
Business major
Dancer
B.I.Crew X Ovation Crew X TPDE X Marvel Crew
dance obsessively, excessively.
"Always always always...Keep it real But never too quick to judge, my friend."
Sept 1 - School Reopens
Sept 5 - StonyBrook Visit
Sept 6 - Hangout with poppers
Sept 14 - One year
Sept 19 - Observation night
Sept 29 - Mothership Funknight 3
Oct XX - King of NY
THis weekend's BSC camp. Hopefully it will be something fun ya?
And project please go bang yourself and die and then vanish into thin air.
dance in the rain, TO BE CONTINUED.
The box of love. =)
Date / Time : Thursday, July 19, 2007 / 11:16 PM
Speechless.
No one comes close. No one.
She's my sweetest baby. The biggest blessing ever.
The cross broke, because god realised, she's all that i need. Just like an angel sent from heaven, stayed with me , till the end of time. Praise god.
The box of love. =D Accummulating all her love and shoot at me in one shot. Hahaas Bet i'll have to go for blood sugar test like...tmr?
Darling...Thanks =)
You have been doing soo much for me all this while. Awwww. Am i doing enough? =( Ahahaha! I got to complain ! omg! i am supposed to pass you something sweet today, and then you throw me back with something 1000 times sweeter. Can't you make me feel less guilty for once? LOLS.
Still, thanks, i really love it. =) And on top of all, love you.
It's a full attendence? Ain't it nice to come together again =) We watched Harry Potter! And i swear i feel 10 times younger wearing the uniform. Lots of memories...those days in JC. awww, im missing it, though it's more like a suffering to me, but the friends i found there were irreplacable. And the next day, i went back to crash, just got myself being chased out by the principal. it was supposed to be a surprise? Oh well..
Ahhh and i love them too! hahahaha. We just came out with a erm...family-relation thingy? hahahaha! I got demoted from Amelia to become her son, then James, Fion, Yanti and May would be my siblings! wahahhaaa.I'll take their lollipop away and swing them around. =D NOt happy, slap them, happy, hug them. LOLS. so evil.
Previous night before the uniform outing, got dragged by ivan to watch 'Music and Lyrics' in school. AHahs then i dragged Teemo and baby to go as well.
Gosh. The show's so damn sweet. But kinda reminds baby about her past. Awwwww..i wish that song can be our song. =( oh well, we found our very own playground, looking for our song won't be that hard right!? =)
Heeeeee. Just a note, the duet part reminds me of Weixin and Zhixiang. Omg. Hahahas you know what i mean guys. =P
Martin and Ivan. hahahaa! But somehow the pic doesn't look like him. LOLS
I don't like white lies. It's like a double-edged blade.
When u lied to save me, the trust is all, gone.
Dance in the rain, TO BE CONTINUED.
Date / Time : Sunday, July 15, 2007 / 8:27 PM
This coming week gonna be a hectic one, again . All my projectmates started to fill up my schedule already. It's like, OMFG, cut me some slack will you? I want to reach home early for once to eat with my family. =( I can't remember the last time martin ate dinner with them. How sad.
It's just something you hate to do , but you must do. Then again, that's life. Sometimes, you just don't have a choice.
Today's a Sunday! omg. a Sunday! Yet still need to do project!! scream**
Wake up early to go church, then went Sengkang to eat lunch with a few old friends of mine.
Next thing i know was me, rushing down to City Hall Mac for Comskill Project. And the girls were fancinated by the Mac Balloons! lol. Okay fine! i found it cute too. And we..Camwhore! Ahaha. Me and May And then Me and Liyana!
Yong and Diana's there too! aahh should have taken one with them as well. Darryl's havin dengue fever omg! Hope hes fine. =D
And so, we spent half of our day collating and digging out all the findings from the survey. Abit the not-productive today? Perhaps everyone's tired. Awww oh well , sleep early tonight guys. We can do it =) Tmr afterschool will be comskill project chionging again.
Martin the very prioritised timetable. NOTE: Schooldays would be doing project after school if it's not mentioned. So ya..Most probably i won't be free for now.
16th July Monday - POM project(9-11am) , Comskill project(6pm- latelate) 17th July Tuesday - Food Hunt(During break) G9 Harry Potter outing after school( 7 pm-late late) 21thJuly Saturday - YJC annual concert ( 4pm- latelate) =D 22thJuly Sunday - 'Family' outing( Alicia they all i mean. haa.) 28t-29thJuly Sat&sunday - BSCSubcom Camp
Looking forward to Zhixiang's performance and family outing! i miss you guys loads! I know my brother gonna put up a good show for me rite =D jiayou jiayou! And also the Harry potter show too, though i wasn't a big fan of it to begin with =P.
And ya! I'll be involved in the NDP Human Flag event too. The training should be somewhere late July weekends. SO yaa. Till then, will update more on it.
Haven been able to find time for blogging in the past few days. but yea,
HAPPY 2 months baby! =)
This month 12th hits on a school day, and i got project till very late. Sorry baby =( Forgive me if it's not what you expected it to be. Next month, we'll go somewhere nicer ya? =D
Past few days been hectic. Sometimes i wish god can grant me 24hours more a week just for martin's hibernation. I really need the sleep. darn.Usual me.
My teammates, made up of all the elites,who's sick of TP canteens !Me, May, SHaneen, DIana and Liyana! In a quest , searching for the best food in Singapore during our 2 pathetic hours break.
Climbing the mountains! Arrgggghh darn..we are dying, we need food badly...
Tada!At last, At the submit of the mount Everest, we found Geylang wet market!And the villagers there offered us with loads of fantastic food =D
Mission completed.On our way to sweet home..erm..sweet school?
Spent time with the family today, and getting a short break from all the things. An apology for not turning up for UDX/A.D.D outing today. I'm sure you guys have loads of fun =) Have a good rest ya?
Martin the very prioritised timetable. NOTE: Schooldays would be doing project after school if it's not mentioned. So ya..Most probably i won't be free for now.
15th July Sunday - church service( 9am - 1 pm) , Comskill project meeting ( 2-6pm) 17th July Tuesday - Food Hunt(During break) G9 Harry Potter outing after school( 7 pm-late late) 21thJuly Saturday - YJC annual concert ( 4pm- latelate) =D 22thJuly Sunday - 'Family' outing( Alicia they all i mean. haa.) 28t-29thJuly Sat&sunday - BSCSubcom Camp
Just like any school days, i went early to do project. Then went for all those sucky lessons. I swear the Econs lecturer today's abit weird , but still, hes not half as bad as TJBoh. Curse him because he bullied my baby =P .
Anw, life's just like how it used to be. Hanging ard with my 1B10mates. Going ard like a swarm of bees enjoying each other company.
Somehow, it seems like i just widened my social circle even further. Sometimes people wonder how come Me and May can say hi ard like nobody business. Now that i thought back. It's those Old friends, FOC , G9 ,1B10, Olympiad , D'verse , VIBES 5 , all this commitment that made what i really am today. =)
AND NOW , I got a new found commitment . the BSCSUbCOM!
Bet I gonna be so living life to the fullest until I'll faint someday.
After school, Yong talked to me personally on my emo and friends issue.
Omg, so touched please. I don't know about this, but perhaps we can be really good friends, until i can regard u, as one of the best too =)
Yes, we are, indeed the son of god. And im waiting for the day, i can feel him, see him with my very own eyes. Him , our god , Jesus Christ. A pillar, that holds me strong , till eternity. It takes time, but im trying to see it that way.
And Thanks him for the Famous Amos muffin and the sweet letter too.
It really touches me. omg, i wanted to cry. There's 1 million things running through me back then. And i couldn't help it but feel warm in me. =D
Thanks for everything. Heeeee. Friends forever, and ever =) And i remember that night during the orientation! hahahah! even the content! Part of it, that is. ahhahas.
DUE TO LAZYNESS! IMSTOPPIN TO PLAN FOR TODAY!! ahahhahaha! It's gonna be schooling for this few days, and should be going home early to rest. I had yet to recover from my previous dance pract vicious cycle.
GO AWAY PIMPLES!!
AAAHHHH!!.
I should start taking pictures to save my boring blog!
DanceInTheRain, TO BE CONTINUED.
VIBES Finale.
Date / Time : Sunday, July 08, 2007 / 7:49 PM
Congratulation to RIght Hand Rule! U guys put on a really good show.=)
omg my jaw dropped , it's soooo coooll!! Well deserved to be the champ of the day =D
If only im not in a bad mood, it would be a perfect day. And now that i think back of me getting all sad with such silly things, i feel sorry to all if my emoness kinda affect others. =( And then, after everything. Maybe it doesn't matters anymore, because i just found out there's actually more love than i ever expect there to be.
ahh well, back to dance,
It's during the rehersal performance, that i actually found back the reason for me to dance. I love that stage presence to bits. =D This is my fifth dance piece. =) No matter how many times i perform, the heartbeats never fail to intensify , and then it's those dancemates around me, that gives me the strength to calm down my soul.It's those crowds and people that were watching me, that i'll give it my all on the dancefloor. It's the glory and screams , that makes me feel alive.
Thanks for everything. =)
I hope i din disappoint any of you.
I hope i did my friends proud. =)
I hope they can feel my glory, even though they weren't quite there.
I really proud to be part of D'verse, having so many friends in there who's so passionate in dance.
And i love UDX , AS , SB and my own dance grp to bits! ( RHR kinda nv join us. lols)
Love lynette , love Badd, love melissa , love chessia , love guanzhuo. I will always remember, those night, that we spent , together, sweatin it out. =D hug** all. A.D.D OII!! =D
UnDefined Xpression (UDX) , All Saints , Right Hand Rule , Seven Beats , Adidance(A.D.D). No matter who won at the very end. We are all , winners. =)
Dance in the rain, TO BE CONTINUED.
Unloved.
Date / Time : Friday, July 06, 2007 / 2:53 AM
I'll never want to dirty my blog. But seems like, that's too much for me.
My heart turned cold.
Can someone walk up and show me a tiny bit of love and care, that's not doing for the sake of doing?
Can someone really think that what he/she says is actually so hurtful, that when you gonna say it to others, you will hesitate but not for me ?
Or rather, should i put it this way. Maybe they don't even see me as a human. I got feeling, just like you guys too, you know?
Can someone tells me how long more do i still need to put on this 'blur' mask?
Can someone tells me how long more do i need to act like a fool?
Can i tell you im not even myself?
Can i tell you i cried myself to sleep nowadays?
Can someone really NOT take me for granted?
Can someone appreciate me abit more, even though you assume you don't really need to?
NO. Don't even try to convince/defend yourself with reasonings. Don't even try to cover yourself with those nonsense. Oh so that's how you feeling right now?Does it even hurts? That's because...you don't even care my friends.
Im sorry , i am telling all of you , i feel so empty , and i even tried to convince myself that maybe im overseeing those things that they really did for me. But....sadly , no hard feeling, not even one , not even a small portion of it , that's abit more touching enough to stay in me. And there's no point for you to do it now.
Tonight, i cried at the staircase , 2 hours straight. How shocking, does it even happened? like how?Like? like people care.
Like....like...
so pathetic.
Like..like...
so unloved.
Like...like...
so helpless.
Like like....
no best friend, not that i will consider.
Like like....
the unloved Ishi , who ended his life .
Like like....
How he looks so perfect on the surface, but deep inside it's all hollow.
Like like....
the way he choose to end it all , just like how i want it to.
3 more days to VIBES 5! It's really a race against time. And thank goodness! we only left with a few more eighths! and then that's the end of it! All we need was to polish up and familiarise with the formation and steps.
Adidance fighting! and i really love my dance group to bits. =) Don't give up just yet =D
And i really hope my loved ones can be there this Saturday =D And that includes all of my friends,who walked with me, walked into my life, regardless of how close we were.
Mirco Economic - A Principle of Management - A Communication Skills - B CSA - C Business Accounting - Absent ( Add 15% to the next class test)
kinda depressing because i aimed for At least a B for this term test. And Business accounting was sucha easy paper , if only i could reverse time and grab my third A..=(
Oh well. Nothing goes right for martin , that's life for you i guess.
I swear I'll work hard hard this term! After the dance competition, I'll really turn myself into a nerd , revising works whenever i could find time to. =D
i miss the way she reacts when i poke her stomach,
i miss the way , for who she is.
love. =)
Baby thanks for being there for martin. =D I can't do without you either.
Hugs and kisses. -------------------------------------------------------
4th July , Wednesday.
Today's really shocking . I was late for APEL lesson ,And It's the very emo May that caught my attention when i stepped into the class. She dragged me into a corner after apel , and told me about what really happened to her. Or rather, to us G9 .
We read his blog , and the next thing i saw was May breaking into tears. I don't really know what can i say or do to cheer her up , it's really too hard on her, hoping that a few pat on the back will make her feel better. =( I wish im better in words.
And about the incident...Hmmm well, we'll just trying to bring G9 back to how it initially was , we din mean anything else really =( No one will ever want anyone to leave, never.
Maybe i couldn't feel those pain your sufferring , perhaps because...im slower? or maybe im just too simple-minded..But i seriously think if both you can choose to forgive each other, give each other one more chance to be walking along side, everything will really be fine again =( It only takes you the courage to walk up and give each other a big big hug , and then an apology, or even a 'i love you friend' if u wan =D
AHahahaha. oops. but yaa..it wasn't that bad really...All i could see were misunderstandings stacked on top on even more misunderstandings. =(
Really hope things will get better , and G9 will still live on. It's really a clique that i cherished. A clique, that's so unique, so crazy , and so loved. -----------------------------------------------------------------
And then even more things today.
It's a full attendance in dance ! =) I really glad everyone came down!!
Well , what can i say? I really love you guys?
Haaaaa. And towards the end of the whole dance practice , we actually shared about the first impression towards each of the members in Adidance. Really want to write about each and every of you here. But i guess i'll save for another. But the bottomline is, Adidance rocks. =)
And last but not least! IM SORRY 1B10! im afraid i can't go for the Kiteflying outing! I got to chiong dance for the next 2 days! You guys enjoy yourself ya?
And then on saturday come and support me and May =D I got some tix for the class! Heeee.
Speechless.
Camwhore! Ahaha. Me and May
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Usual me.
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