Even more ups and downs, and that's life for you.
Ahhh sorry folks , for the irregular maintenance of the blog.
I just couldn't find the time and energy to sit in front of the com and start telling my life stories.
=) But it's been quite alright lately.
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3 more days to VIBES 5! It's really a race against time. And thank goodness! we only left with a few more eighths! and then that's the end of it! All we need was to polish up and familiarise with the formation and steps.
Adidance fighting! and i really love my dance group to bits. =) Don't give up just yet =D
And i really hope my loved ones can be there this Saturday =D And that includes all of my friends,who walked with me, walked into my life, regardless of how close we were.
=)
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Here goes my EXAM RESULT!
Mirco Economic - A
Principle of Management - A
Communication Skills - B
CSA - C
Business Accounting - Absent ( Add 15% to the next class test)
kinda depressing because i aimed for At least a B for this term test. And Business accounting was
sucha easy paper , if only i could reverse time and grab my third A..=(
Oh well. Nothing goes right for martin , that's life for you i guess.
I swear I'll work hard hard this term! After the dance competition, I'll really turn myself into a nerd , revising works whenever i could find time to. =D
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I miss my baby omg... =( I miss the way she holds my hand,I miss the way she lean on my shoulder,I miss the way she gives me massage,I miss the way she peck on my cheek,I miss the way she feeds me food,I miss the way she DON'T give me food,I miss the way she says 'acapellabear',I miss the way she counts my pimples,i miss the way she reacts when i poke her stomach,i miss the way , for who she is.
love. =)
Baby thanks for being there for martin. =D I can't do without you either. Hugs and kisses.-------------------------------------------------------
4th July , Wednesday.Today's really shocking . I was late for APEL lesson ,And It's the very emo May that caught my attention when i stepped into the class. She dragged me into a corner after apel , and told me about what really happened to her. Or rather, to us G9 .
We read his blog , and the next thing i saw was May breaking into tears. I don't really know what can i say or do to cheer her up , it's really too hard on her, hoping that a few pat on the back will make her feel better. =( I wish im better in words.
And about the incident...Hmmm well, we'll just trying to bring G9 back to how it initially was , we din mean anything else really =( No one will ever want anyone to leave, never.
Maybe i couldn't feel those pain your sufferring , perhaps because...im slower? or maybe im just too simple-minded..But i seriously think if both you can choose to forgive each other, give each other one more chance to be walking along side, everything will really be fine again =( It only takes you the courage to walk up and give each other a big big hug , and then an apology, or even a 'i love you friend' if u wan =D
AHahahaha. oops. but yaa..it wasn't that bad really...All i could see were misunderstandings stacked on top on even more misunderstandings. =(
Really hope things will get better , and G9 will still live on. It's really a clique that i cherished. A clique, that's so unique, so crazy , and so loved.
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And then even more things today.
It's a full attendance in dance ! =) I really glad everyone came down!!
Well , what can i say? I really love you guys?
Haaaaa. And towards the end of the whole dance practice , we actually shared about the first impression towards each of the members in Adidance. Really want to write about each and every of you here. But i guess i'll save for another. But the bottomline is, Adidance rocks. =)
Hugs all.
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And hugs to Rinna too. I know it's not gonna be easy to get over it. But , trust me , time heals =) And friends like martin will always be here ya?
Don't worry about it. Just have a good rest tonight , and then start off with a brand new day, and then get back on track as soon as possible =)
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And last but not least! IM SORRY 1B10! im afraid i can't go for the Kiteflying outing! I got to chiong dance for the next 2 days! You guys enjoy yourself ya?
And then on saturday come and support me and May =D I got some tix for the class! Heeee.
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That's for now i guess.
I really need the sleep.
Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.