The shocking news, too shocking, to be accepted.

Happy? Sad? Confused? Worried?


How to react, i wonder.

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THanks auntie for bringing us out for a great great dinner =)

leavin in 5 hours time.

No think i can blog tmr. Guys. I love you ='(

Visit me once in a while ya? I'll bring all of you ard.

hughug** After tonight, please, go back to your normal lifestyle. Look at all our eyebags. hahahas. muack*



DAnce in the rain,
TO be contINUED.

Miss you, and will always be rmbed. =')

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Mummy, me, Sam, L and nelson went to visit grandpa. It's his birthday today. =) 2 years had passed, since u left us. Happy birthday=)

Grandpa grandpa, we bought u ur favourite food, favourite XO, new watch, new this, new that, fold you tons of stars. Hope you can really recieve those.

Sometimes i wonder how come the currency's soo freakin big. Are u doin well? i hope 1 million really means 1 million there but not a spare change to make a call over the telephone booth. =(
Wasn't too bad an idea to rest here.


Windy.windy. I mean it. :(
And we got L talkin on the phone here.

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When you left yesterday, i could still feel the hole in me tomorrow.


DANCE IN THE RAIN,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Haircut with nelson today. Short eh. I told the stylist to cut short everywhere that should be cut, and leave the part where should be long there. So...haaa. This is the end-product. he say it will be nice when my hair grow long with this hairstyle. I'll wait for the effect then.

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SHING BBQ GATHERING at night.


I wish to be like them, one more time.





L's pretty creative, in a bad way.


Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

1 day past my birthday.

I wonder, how it past.



Dance in the rain,

TO BE CONTINUED.

Today's my birthday.

And ya, really thank you everyone writing in to me, wishing me and stuffs. touched touched, be it on frenster, be it on msn, be it on the phone, be it sms that i can't receive cos im overseas now.

Really, thank loads.

=) Love u all, for rmbing this day.



Without those, i don't think i can survive this year's birthday.

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dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Look. The fact is, me and Sam, we choose to stay for christmas. We want to stay here, no where else. got it? I couldn't care less about whaever thing u came out with and try to argue with me,then spread it ard to XYZ to make me look like some unreasonable brat. Get this straight, even if we go, all parties lose. No one will be happy, so why forcing?

Stop forcing us to go freakin china tmr morning. You all desire it that much, go on ahead. Im staying, im going to look for her tmr. Don't care if i can find her at the airport or not.

So much for christmas. And i don't need laptop, don't need PS3 , don't need whatever birthday presents. Save it for yourself, just grant me the stay.




Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Frustrated..disappointed.

Can't get to her at all, 3 days straight, 300 over calls, not even one get through. Can you give me a way that i can find you at least? ='(

Even today, after kbox, i thought i can get to you, i keep calling...and calling...but no one jus pick the phone.....How to get to you when i get there? i don;t know. And Sam's still sick + L was like literally dead on the bed. Im like...caught in the middle. If i drag them and i can't get to you. what's the point? =( I bath and dressed and all, keep calling, still no one pick it up.....and then the 2 still lying on the bed motionless. What can i do? i dun even dare to ask them go with me because i might not even able to meet you all up in the first place.

sigh.........



Baby...=( Can you find a way to let me contact you?

Can u like...give me a call at night, talk to me for just awhile?

Can u...show me...im still needed. ='(

Can u...wish me....merry christmas?

can u...wish me....on my birthday...

can u tell me...everything is still fine.


I...din really ask for much. =(

sigh....forget it....You are flying back tmr anw...and im flying to elsewhere tomorrow morning...enjoy the trip..bon voyage.
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The worst pain is...when i know the one i love needs me less and less each day , each minute, each second, each moment.


dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Baby, guess you already in the air by now.

='( Guess im too late to reach for you.

Im sorry for everything. To hurt you unintentionally when im in my emotional state, when im unclear of what im doing, when im covered by my own stubborness.

Bon voyage. =)

Longing to see you, my angel.

Loves.

Huggies and kisses.

SAMUAL HOSPITALISED QUEST

The kind soul who take care of weak kid like sam,
Martin and L.

Profile : poly students, vain as hell, but kind like how ur mum gives u pocket money.

Mission : Take 'good' care of weakings.



TARGET : SAMUAL, 15

PROFILE : MSHS NCC cadet, Vomit blood the night before.

Dead/alive : UNKNOWN.

Nonsense time over! By the time i did all this, he's already next to me. So yep, good that he recovered. =)

Flashback!
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Day 1, Thursday 20th September

Daddy and mummy went Taiwan early in the morning, so that leaves me and L being the babysitter. Back then actually im kinda worried. Even silly things like what will my world be without this little boy being with me if something really did happen..

Looking out the window. Wonder how it's right this moment. Vomitting more blood? i hope not?

Camwhore camwhore. And guess what. I got strucked by a dejavu! Where did i seen this scene before...me and him...on the van...camwhore...and then.....i was like 'OH YA!!! last year we did the same shit! hahahs it's like on my blog all the time. And then i start comparing both. Din change much, only hair turns longer. good good...still look alrite and young.
More zilian.

Reach the hospital..the place seems kinda serious to me. All the security and stuff. How's he really? hmm...sigh...

Enter the ward, then i see.....

SAM!!


HES...

HESs.....

HES....

MUSTERBATING!

not.

hahas. he's sleeping like pig, and i pity the babies around him. So freaking noisy.

And then nelson came...

And we...

watch TV tgt..... -.- Actually that time's kind of a cute moment. Favourite show's theme song played, all turn their head over.
patient refused to eat! bash him up =D I was about to open the ricebowl out from the plastic bag for him, then suddenly the nurse stopped me. That's for urine test boy.

HAHAHA. and we ended up making a fuss in the hospital.

Oh and then a whole lot of volunteer came over to visit the sick kids.Awww, kinda another dejavu, 5years back, me and sam got hospitalised and we been through all this as well. That makes his second sick christmas. lol. have a mini-game section with the patient. I was picked to forfeit, 'sing a christmas song' for them. Whee so happy, they say my singing's nice, invited me to follow ard to sing for sick kids. Interesting volunteery work =D
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Day 2. Today , Samual discharge.

So we went over to pick him up.

L : why haven u change up? we are rushing off to shop

Sam : I change already!!!

And see! so cute, his shirt look exactly the same like the hospital one. HAHAHA.

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Pick him up, shop through mongkok, headed back and have a good rest.

=)

End of everything. Things back to normal

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baby, Bon voyage. Call me ya? i'll wait for your call.

Love you, miss you..i wan to hug you...right this minute..right now.

Huggies and kisse.

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I should cut my hair tmr. Too long, my fringe can reach my mouth.eewww...

And i really wish that...

L can shut up now! hes singing eversince he bought the CD. AAHHHH!!!

Sleepless night.

Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Rushing off to hospital real soon.

Sam kinda freak us out, vomiting blood the night before. Got sent to the nearest hospital at 6am this morning.
Hope hes alright...don't wish anything to happen to him. But should be fine bah, hes always strong and all. Will get through this definitely.

Give you my blessing** hug*


And my parents were retarded, going Taiwan at a time like this just for some free full-body checkup.lol. should i laugh or should i be pissed. LOL. i just feel like laughing.

Haaa.. well...either way, no worries, me and L will be taking care of him. Anything will give you guys a call. ehhh...choy choy choy..



Alrite, i better get going, or he gonna be bored to death. Bringing nel's PSP, some reading material, comics, and pornnnoooggrrr... haha~ nahh. k. ciaos.




Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Hhahas erm. what should i say. Already did a post on it previously. Happy belated birthday daddy! and ewww, lol, the cake really taaste kinda bad, super sour mango. And the next morning mummy force me to finish it as breakfast. faint**

Oh oh oh, wish daddy has a great year ahead and get his retirement soon.

Loves.



Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Whhoooo...still as charming as ever. I could stay here whole night long to admire that. HongKong HongKong

We went yamcha early in the morning with granny, Sleepy us, play until 4am last night, now suffering from the effect. Might not shown in our face, but we are draggin our feets
Then i realised i took so many photos of other ppl, so i decided to camwhore again. Ahh, it's ok to be vain huh.

Then i folo L to get his 'xin guang da dao' 's album. Omg the contestants are real good. And i found the champ quite interesting, his humour is like CMI, lol, but singing wise it's godly. Jaw dropped when i first time saw him sing on youtube, 'wo ai di ren', and the one he did with kangkang. Oh oh, another jawdrop moment, i din know kangkang can sing so well. HAHAHA. Thought he can only make it to be a bigtime joker.

But chenxiaochun version not bad either, hmmm, yet im changing it to his if i ever find it on iwebmusic.Don't like imeem, always lag and need to wait.

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Back to the limelight of the day! At night we gathered at some hotel restaurant for a gathering dinner.Hahhas due to the fact that there's too many relatives and i dun wan to flood my webbie with 100s of photos, i only pick those that is deemed to be closer to me, and more important to be featured. =D

Granny blowing the candle? Heeee, happy birthday granny! wish you will live forever and ever, then when im 100 years old, ur still around at 150 years old, and by the time we can be friends already. Too old to tell the difference. haaa.

Mahjong boys!
And my cute little cousins =D angels

YO! hahhas im in HK ALREADY! Whoo hooo, and i can already feel the exciting life i gonna exprience for the next 14 days. L and Sam is behind me now, hee, miss them man. They din change much. lol. come on martin, it's just been 2 months since i last met them, how much can they change. =X


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It all set off this afternoon when i hit the airport. Abit rush since i spent too much time playin with my hairdo. Sorry guys, din tell u all the timing, but im really fine without ppl sending me off. Appreciated. =)


Christmas-themed Changi Airport.
Camwhore at the counter, and that lady serving us was like, 'boy, what you doin'.

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2 pissing things happened on the plane today!!

1) Initially me and mummy were assigned to different seats, but they were nice enough to change seats for us. And guess what?! The place she reassigned us was infested with bangala!I was like...ok..not that im racist....but they really smell bad to martin, plus they got arranged with special food, which stink the whole place and can see them eat using their bare hands. EWWW...that's not all!! I purposely went to check the initial seat i was given, and to my horror, it's a very pretty asian girl. LOL! How saddening can this be!?

Eh wait wait wait, i mean, Everyone prefers a 'nice' environment right? tee hee hee*OFCS my baby still the prettiest aarrhhH!! whine*whine*

2) I was trying to call baby to bid my goodbye on the plane, but the air-stewardess insisted of me switching it off now. Afterthat i just gave her the pissed stare, and she simply walk off and say 'hope that u can understand'. then i roll eyes* Hmph. Sorry baby. i promised to call u, but awww....=( hughug** call you tonight soon after i finish with this little post. muack*

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Halfway through the flight, i smuggled my phone to toilet and camwhore.

Smile
act cool

=D totally self-obsessed today.LOL

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Reached that place, and here im, doing all this. I'll get the things u guys request ya?

Timothy - Hair wax
Junxian - clothes
Andy - clothes
Rinna - laopobing
Jarrold - Dimsum!?LOL
Others - i'll decide for u =D

Or just giive me a email/ catch me online to tell me what u want =D

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baby baby enjoy the camp camp ya? But dun come back share with me about ur mass dance. LOL i'll be depressed. T.T

Muack** Sleep well tonight, and tmr will be a nice nice camp day1 for you =D enjoy the camp ya?

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My 2008 resolution, i wonder.


Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.