Frustrated..disappointed.

Can't get to her at all, 3 days straight, 300 over calls, not even one get through. Can you give me a way that i can find you at least? ='(

Even today, after kbox, i thought i can get to you, i keep calling...and calling...but no one jus pick the phone.....How to get to you when i get there? i don;t know. And Sam's still sick + L was like literally dead on the bed. Im like...caught in the middle. If i drag them and i can't get to you. what's the point? =( I bath and dressed and all, keep calling, still no one pick it up.....and then the 2 still lying on the bed motionless. What can i do? i dun even dare to ask them go with me because i might not even able to meet you all up in the first place.

sigh.........



Baby...=( Can you find a way to let me contact you?

Can u like...give me a call at night, talk to me for just awhile?

Can u...show me...im still needed. ='(

Can u...wish me....merry christmas?

can u...wish me....on my birthday...

can u tell me...everything is still fine.


I...din really ask for much. =(

sigh....forget it....You are flying back tmr anw...and im flying to elsewhere tomorrow morning...enjoy the trip..bon voyage.
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The worst pain is...when i know the one i love needs me less and less each day , each minute, each second, each moment.


dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.