A tiring but fufilling day for me, though things kinda screwed .
Wake up early to meet with Kevin for Facial just to realise the staff din make the booking for us. Oh well, we just sit there and wait for the afternoon slot while watching step up 2 on my Ipod. But the good part is, she allowed the leftover facial sessions from my mum to be transfer as mine. So that means i will have 8 more sessions of facial to go for my package. Sweet.
And then faith meimei called. So i decided to meet her at bugis for some catching-ups since she needs to shop for her watch while i want to dropby the Music Garage to see the vocal class there. Also, went for Gin's class at Oschool.
DARN. im damn pissed with myself. I can't get the dance right. I can just stone there , i don't know....all of a sudden, my mind just go blank, and confidence dropped to zero. How could that fucking happened. Come on, get yourself together Martin, that was a disgrace.
And then, later on at Music Garage, i kinda screw up the trial also. Confidence issue again. What's with me omg. Just freaking open up and sing please. Really...disappointed. And i told myself, i'll get better at it next time. It's enough. Im getting no where. I thought i improved, but it seems more like an illusion.
Time to get serious.
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But other than that, i had a great time today. =) Seeing TPDE dancers at Oschool, and then with Faith crapping with me whole day long. It's great that we still can talk and crap like how we used to be =) heee.
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And i don't know, i feel too independent this days, that....i feel lost about the relationship, it's as if we don't bother anymore, and it's really on the rock. But in actual fact, i do care and i love you, just that im trying my very best to find that equilibrium, to keep our relationship going as strong and sweet as ever, but at the same time, my world din just stop like that.
Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.
