First of all, Happy birthday to my mum =) It's been quite tragic for her to have such rebellious kids like me. I know im not making her life any better this days, giving her craps like coming home late, going missing, untidy room and such. The worst part is, i actually forgotten her birthday. =( No wonder she seems to be in a bad mood yesterday. I only realise it when she bought a cake home. I was like, FUCK. Ouch, that's hurt. I din mean it. =(( sorry mum. Sigh*

I don't know. I have this pride of mine when comes to handling my parent. I just can't show my love to them like any other sweet families out there. Well...guess it's due to the environment i was raised back in childhood, where everyone's just so practical, the word being 'sweet' just not the kind of thing the Shings do for one another, especially my dad. And now, me.

But i think i made a change. last night, i brought melody back home to celebrate her birthday =) Not really a big one, but i can see that she's contented. And then tonight, went out to dinner with them! Which is extremely rare for my case, because....i don't know, just don't have the chance to eat with them, always hitting home late, ALWAYS.

I don't know if they will read my blog.

But i'll say it here that,

despite all the nonsense i gave to them,

despite all the coldness from me,

despite all the quality time lost,

I,

Still love my mum, my family loads.

Love them.
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And Happy birthday to Badd too!! hahaha! Sorry i can't be there today, because need to celebrate birthday with my mum. But heeee, i know May, Fion , Yanti and friends will throw you a damn big party in FOC. So i got no worries about that. ENJOY dude.

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And lastly, thanks baby to come down all the way to my place. If i know your having a menstral cramp, i'll had went down to pick you up. Thought your throwing me random tantrum again. wahahaha. Sorry. muack** loves you! =)

And don't you worry for the TPDE audition man. you've got me to train you! I'll teach you everything i know of, even popping, if your interested, that is. hee. Just concentrate on recovering first ya? hughug*

loads of cares and HUG.

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Looking ahead, it's not gonna be easy for me. Im sorry, i couldn't be in any outing this days. Simply too busy. Any free time available, i'll just throw it into dance and pei-ing baby.

NO TIME TO WASTE

If not i won't be able to make it. In a week's time there's the Regetta performance and Engine performance. Yes, it's just for our own people to watch anyway. But, i totally agreed with what Rahim said. The school haven been taking us seriously. And if we don't show them something solid, we will never be recognised. And if TP ourselves don't recognise ourselves, what makes you think people outside will. =( So yep...buck up. =)

And then there's another big ass audition coming. THE BIG GROOVE. The chance to perform with all the big names like WCO. It's world class dancers. GOD! I'll kill to perform. Though my chance for getting in is as slim as paper, but no harm giving it a try. Even if i din get in, i still gain exprience in Choreography. =) Choice of song will be 'I do' from Rain. And choreo work will start tmr in the studio. Jiayou!

That's not all. I just got myself a partner for KO Night. it's none other than my twin Keiths! hahaha. yeah man we are Lollipops! K-lock and Danny wannabes. HaHAa. Jiayou jiayou. Must at least show them we actually exist in the Singapore popping scene! Though still quite noob, but we are on our way there. yeah man. =))

Lastly, i still remember im a SL orientation leader yo! Hahhas.

Good luck to myself, and all the rest of the dancers.

Everything, happening, within this 2 weeks.

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EXCITED.


Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.