I never had cried with half my pillow wet before.

But tonight, i did it.

Everything happened too fast.

It's time to let her go.

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I can't do it now, right this moment.

When she told me she probably let go, time freezes.

With 'With you' playing, it takes me on for a memory ride, from day 1, all the way to now.

I cried.

I should have stayed until the last bus tonight.

To hold her hands abit longer,

to embrace her once more,

to kiss her lips the last time,

to give one last sniff on her scent,

remember the smell, the touch, the sweetness, the baby whom i loved.

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It's not the end right? ='( Give me your answer soon. I'll wait for it to come.

No matter what decision it is, baby, i'll still love you., care for you too, just like what you promised me. =')

I'll wait if your coming back.

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God, i can't stop crying.

Because when i think of all those sweet memories we had been through together, it just shouldn't end like this. aww. ='( We had been through sooo much.

Those moments, i can't let go of.

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I lied down on her laps, asking her what she'll miss most when im gone.

She hug me tight like a baby and says,

'Your cute, your smile, your touch, your love that ....'

And the next thing i felt were tears dripping from above,

dripping from my very own iris.



I love you.


Dance in the Rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.