Been at home sleeping for the past 24 hours. Don't ask me how i actually do that.
LOL. I just feel damn sleepy and sick, woke up once every few hours, and then took a few rolls and doze off back into my dreams again.
Im sure you guys got that kind of day too once in awhile no? =D
Never go for dance training today. And i did woke up at
ard 8am to prepare for it. But decided not to when
im bathing. I can't even stand still for a shower. I seriously need the rest. I am too exhausted from everything.
Really Sorry to those who worried for me because
im like MIA today!
hahas. Thought i
emo over what happened yesterday right? Nah. =) That' nothing. I mean, it means something, but the hurt is nothing itself as long as i take it positively. Don't know how, but i definitely will work on it, till it's presentable =D
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Firstly,
Happy Birthday to Samuel!! Sweet 18 yo! =D Wish ya a great year ahead bro!! We owe each other a
kbox session!! =P SOON
ok? Really soon. After Dream Concert, i will definitely get the class for a
Kbox session.
Aite?
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And then, i have to apologise to some juniors. I tried my best to help, but it seems like things doesn't work out like how we expected it to be? With all the risks and obstacles ahead, i don't think it's a good idea to just force our way through this. Sorry. At the very least, i won't do it if i were in your position. Yet, there's one thing i really admire you. It's your
perseverance to reach for what you want. =) Don't know if you guys will
dropby here. But i really wish you guys all the best for the show.
And biggest thank to everyone who work so hard for this few days.
Im sure everyone learnt something out of it and it's not totally fruitless ya? And
FlairNation, you guys rock. Without you guys coming all the way down and guide us, we might just
cui away. Thanks
Fadz,
Luqman,
Azmi and
Datou Mervin!
It's been great
sessioning with you guys.
Continue spreading the love for dance people. Dancers rawk.------------------------------------------------
Baby baby, my poor little baby. =)Know it's been hard on you this days when all the miseries just came crashing one after another. But seems like things starting to get better for you finally. So no worries
alrite? Just chill and stay positive. I want to see you smile again, just like how you smile when....erm....i don't know! Just like how u normally were when i play with you. All the childish and act-cute moment.
Aite?
Come back soon.Loves.
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Now the time's 5:13 am. Just finished talking to Jonas on the phone not long ago. And i couldn't sleep. Look how messy is my life now. Don't even have a regular sleeping time. BAD SIGN.
Im getting everything out of control.
Can't be
stucked like this for too long. Got to find back the balance.
A more controlled, more prioritized, more healthy lifestyle.
Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.