LAST DAY OF SCHOOL, THE LAST OF MY 2B13.

It's a f-up day, trust me...

Only to know i PURPOSELY woke up earlier for this occasion, and the freaking bloody bus 27 made me waited for an hour. Screw SBS. Must be some irresponsible busdriver forgot his shift. And i smsed out like 15 over messages with vulgarities to express my anger to Ken. LOLS!! Who left his house later then me but reached much earlier. PISSING*

Come to school, and the teacher gave me a black face, just to realised shes not in a good mood, and she threw a marker at Zen and Juls. I swear Zen looked as if shes going to cry man. And Teresa's like keep complainin after class to report this incident to TP.

Dramatic morning* But at the same time, im pretty glad i DID come to school in the end.

I got another B grade. So that makes my coursework so far 1 C+, 2 B, 1B+. I still have chance to get my As. =))

AND ON TOP OF THAT!

The class draw lots and decided to write a letter of encouragement randomly to one another as a parting gift. Awww...And here goes mine:

"

Dear Martin,

hi there!! Just like to give some words of encouragement to you since we will be in different class next semester(...i guess..). Although we didn't really talk much...I can see that you're really passionate about dancing which i felt that it is something good...because i think that it is really difficult to find something which one can be devoted to and willing to spend large amount of effort and time.
but i guess the most important part of all is that you enjoy the whole process...So please continue to put in your atmost efforts in dancing and enjoy the whole thing ok!? And also don't overdo it cause it you get injured, your loved ones will be worried...and one last very, very important thing...that is to SMILE!!...you definitely looks great with it and it will also brighten up your day!!
"

It's by one of my classmate who i seldom got the chance to talk to.

And DEEP APOLOGIES TO JULS! Because im supposed to write for her!! Yet i forgot! HAHAS! So here goes, something encouragin for you on my blog BOSS!

"
To our BOSS Juls,

Hahas you've been a great great friend to me Juls, and definitely one of the DAMN funloving people in 2B13!! Without you organising, and making random gathering, i doubt the class will be as bonded as we seemed to be now. I know im an ass, 'cause i always PS you all. LOLS! Really sorry, i don't mean to =)And and and..you got a strong personality in you, which will definitely make you someone great next time!

BOTTOMLINE, Your one cool dude yoo!! Keep going for all those dreams that you had, be it photography or anything that you love to do Alright!? You got my support brother! punch chest*

Gambatte. Good luck for the upcoming exam! AND HAHAHA! YOU MIGHT END UP TO BE SAME CLASS AS IRRITATING MARTIN AGAIN COS' WE"VE GOT THE SAME COURSE!!
"

I'll miss 2B13. All the best to everyone alrite!? And see you all on the 5th Sept BBQ!!

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I don't know...Im feeling sick and emo after the movie just now with my class, Money No Enough 2.

omg, now that i finally settled down with my emotion and think back,

it is a hell of a good show.

It was so touching and thought-provoking that it left me sobbing and crying in 5 different scenes.

1) When the grandma put down her dignity, begging ard to raise money for the child in order to repay debt but in the end not only was it not appreciated, and they claimed that she's an eyesore n troublemaker cus she threw their faces.

2) When her cruel sons pushed her ard like some burden and in the end let her sleep in the toilet.

3) At that moment when she realised she was sent to Old Folks Home

4) When she choose to die and not be a burden.

5) When the daughter-in-law talked to the decreased grandma about her not being able to be there when she passed away.

Ahhh....crap...damn thought-provoking...i think im sensitive over anything over grandparents.

='( All the first 4 scenes, she cried, and i cried along with her. I don't know, i kind of feel her pain. Or maybe....im used to be one of those who doesn't really appreciate them much...The worst pain is, that when grandpa passed away, i wasn't even there. It's not supposed to be a crying scene at 5), but i cried the hardest.

Fuck, i just cannot control my emotion,

i just can't hold them any longer.

It's like a flashback of my version of it.

I won't be one of those jerks in the show i swear.


And, i truly love you, grandma.

Please stay with us as long as you could.

I love everyone around me,

please don't take any of them away from me.

And, i swear she is the most lovely wife i ever seen.

Somehow, im seeing shadows of her, in this special person that i had.

If she were her, she will probably do the same for him.



Dance in the rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.