Daddy left. And somehow the house gotten much quieter once again.

I miss his retarded laughter.

I miss everything about him.

All the concerns and hidden love.

All the newly-grown wrinkles on his face.

They are my drives to be a successful person,

so that i could repay them,

give them the best life anyone can expect.

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Funka Final later on at night. Make us proud, make yourselves proud guys. :)

Will be there to support and scream.

:)


Dance in the Rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Projects fever is coming to an end soon.

Everything's going to be over, and then comes the dance concert.

My mood supposed to be much more lighten up by now.

but can someone tell me why am i feeling this way?

Ever since last night,

my heart never stop aching.

Tears flow for no particular reason.

All i know was,

i hurt the one i love the most,

the one who loves me the most,

deeply.

My conscious keep cursing myself.

I wish someone like me should just die and burn in hell.

Because, :'(

Her trembling voice,

gaveaway her broken heart.

Her tearing eyes told me,

sweetheart don't leave,

you are my everything.


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And.....


Her expressions,


are our memories.


Tears.


Dance in the Rain,
TO BE CONTINUED.

Grrrr. Im pissed at myself. Things always go haywire this day, and i realise it's time for me to get a freaking Organiser.

Bad time management + Bad memories = Martin

I forgot to pass up my Club and Resort Individual assignment which dues last week, and the guideline says 'LATE WORK WILL NOT BE ENTERTAIN'. That's like 20% of my grades! SCREW IT MAN. And my teacher's definitely not the soft-hearted breed.

Today's CJP test was unexpected, simply cus' i forgot about it, again! Flunk it badly, unlikely to pass.

When i leave school, then i remember about submitting my past 4 days MC. -.-

Here Comes The Worst Thing Of The Day : Forgot to bring my house key! And mom's out for dance, bro's out with friend, i just rot there for 3 hours until someone finally came back.

Lesson learnt.

Bought an organiser for the year.

And my new year resolution is :
- Get a GPA 3 before migration for fun
- Dance harder and achieve something in it, BUT
- People comes before Passion
- Be more positive over issues in life
- Do not choose the easy way out of things, running away etc
- Appreciate others more
- More mature but still keeps my kiddy-self
- Take things with a smile
- More open-minded and accept all harsh criticism
- Devote to the family
- Do my part before migration
- Check out schools in the US and seek my own path myself
- Do not procrastinate
- Have faith in unforseen future of mine
- Love her more
- and MORE :) muack

Can't think of any other, but this year i'll be even better, better as a friend, better as a boyfriend, better as a dancer, better as, A PERSON.

Praise Lord. praise*praise*
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Ok, im supposed to be sad. BLAHHH!!

im off. and photos on the HK trip soon. Not lazy! but no time for it now. Projects kill. And i started to hate the idea of having no exam but 100% coursework now. It sucks even more.



DANCE IN THE RAIN,
TO BE CONTINUED.