Date / Time : Friday, February 20, 2009 / 7:52 PM ONE PAPER DOWN! ONE MORE TO GO! :) Today's paper was easy, didn't even struggle, the answer just auto-surfaced thru my thoughts. THANKS FOR THE NOTESS XY and HY!! Without those, i don't think i can secure the A. And to my classmates who gave me some pointers just before going into the exam hall. LOL! SPOT-ON!! And i was like, are you kidding me, we just talked about this few minutes ago. Pure luck, and some helps from the kind souls. : )) ------------------------------------------------------------------ Im so satisfied with it!! never feel this way since...year 1. My 2.1 was wack, it is when i realised i don't need to study so hard anymore, it just seemed so waste of my effort. Ultimately, im not getting my diploma certificate. You know, i feel so empty and lost for a moment in life. I can't tell the link, but this paper kinda make me feels better. Maybe i've been seeing life in this giving up attitude for too long. I've gotten so not motivated to achieve anything. Because, it's all reducing to dust in the end. six months down to a new life, i changed my perspective, let's live life to the fullest till the day im gone. ----------------------------------------------------------- Alot of events coming up. Sunday CC Dance performance, Up-coming TPDE GEM concert, SL Camp, SIP and the grand KO-Night + The Big Groove. Probably something im left to do. I'll do my best. ----------------------------------------------------------------- No dance today. Im grateful to god, it's a signal to me, that it's time for me to take a little break, cos there's more to come. Dance in the Rain, TO BE CONTINUED.
Date / Time : Thursday, February 19, 2009 / 7:39 PM Today's quite a fufilling day, I THINK. Went out early in the morning to meet Ter and Kevin to chiong dance before showing the event in-charge the routine. I thought our item is quite nonsensical, but he never say much about it. So i guess its a PASS. LOL. 4 minutes item, half of it is beatboxing by Ter, then the other half, most of the time we are solo-ing, and only 4 sets of short rountines inside. LOLS. Whatever! We only got one week, and it's on a exam week for me somemore. We did the best we could. : ) After the whole dance thingy, nigel joined us to L4D. :DD --------------------------------------------------------------------- Im worried for tmr's paper, cus i seriously got nothing with me to study. No lecture notes, nothing, but a piece of pathetic case-study. UNTIL! i met Huiying and Xinying, who i coincidentially bumped into when i having breakfast with Ter. They were nice enough to let me photocopy their notes and mug with me after dance. : )) Im soo very grateful to them im done with my muggin. PCC paper tmr, more dance at night, i guess i'm off to bed now. :) TBC. zzZZ.
Date / Time : Sunday, February 08, 2009 / 5:23 PM Nice chilling session on the roof-top with Rahim, Kevin and Hazrul, the place is so much doper than the former Music Garage. lol. :) And i got to agree with what he said. cos' that's how i felt for the past year as well. I feel ashamed, because despite i know the fact, I can't do much about it, and even i myself been tryin hard to breakthrough that aspect as well. Until now, im still not out of that box yet. But after last night, i got a stronger passion, i just feel different inside, something has changed bout the way i see dance. And im seeing some changes in myself as i started drilling and sessioning with some friends on things i know im damn weak in, but never bother, never want to face to change. I started to go back to basic again, yet learning to explore, learning to feel. There's too much things to improve on. I just got to tackle them somehow. And i don't mind the shootings. Though it hurts! haha. But im willing to listen after emo for a night bout it. LOL. I'll get better. Because, i realised, i never been putting alot of effort on it as well. Stage Performer or Real Dancer, you choose, Martin Shing.
Date / Time : Monday, February 02, 2009 / 10:36 PM Went for facial treatment today. And the beauty consultants actually remembered me after like.....11 months of MIA- ing? She can even count the months i left! lols. Now THIS is good customer service. Damn, i must be brainwashed by all the business teachings.Whatever. Today is a sloppy day for Martin, i feel so lethagic since morning. Socialized abit with them, before i slept through the whole facial treatment. :) It is one hell of a treatment please. i felt as if im being reborn or something. SO REFRESHED!! LOL. --------------------------------------------------- Back home, bath and gulped down 2 litres of chocolate milk. And now? i am lying on the bed, blogging this meaningless post. Project is my supper later. Goodluck to myself. --------------------------------------------------------------- No drive to do work. Dance in the Rain, TO BE CONTINUED.
Date / Time : Sunday, February 01, 2009 / 4:30 AM Funkamania's a blast!!! No dance event ever can compare to this night, where all the best streetdancers in Singapore come together to support their friends and cypher through the night. Good job there TPDE!! It's ok, nothing matters more than living for that moment. :) I felt the passion and hardwork behind it.cProud of all of you! And i got to say i am pretty impressed by Purify. During the prelim, my impression of them was good storyline, but somehow weaker in technique compared to other teams. But tonight, they killed it! : ) Out of all the team, i kinda enjoy them the most, followed by NRA showcase, and Fantastic Remix. It's been a long and dope night for me. Thank you all!! At the end of the event, took NR6 with Ter and Joe back. Tmr service at 10am. I got a REALLY REALLY BAD feeling i won't be able to wake up. So...good luck to myself. Shall stop here for now. --------------------------------------------------- Alot more to learn. And im really happy to see all the dance friends that i nv get to see for the longest time, like people from Flairnation, Oschool poppers, Dance cell peeps etc etc. :)) Dance in the rain, TO BE CONTINUED.
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