Nice chilling session on the roof-top with Rahim, Kevin and Hazrul, the place is so much doper than the former Music Garage. lol. :)
And i got to agree with what he said.
cos' that's how i felt for the past year as well.
I feel ashamed, because despite i know the fact,
I can't do much about it,
and even i myself been tryin hard to breakthrough that aspect as well.
Until now, im still not out of that box yet.
But after last night, i got a stronger passion,
i just feel different inside, something has changed bout the way i see dance.
And im seeing some changes in myself as i started drilling and sessioning with some friends on things i know im damn weak in, but never bother, never want to face to change.
I started to go back to basic again, yet learning to explore, learning to feel.
There's too much things to improve on. I just got to tackle them somehow. And i don't mind the shootings. Though it hurts! haha. But im willing to listen after emo for a night bout it. LOL.
I'll get better.
Because, i realised, i never been putting alot of effort on it as well.
Stage Performer or Real Dancer,
you choose,
Martin Shing.