'Coming Soon' 's a super sick movie.

Sick in a sense that it's not disgusting, but a really dope horror!!

Can be compared to classics like 'the Ring' please.

But thanks to the show, another sleepless night.

Good luck to my training tmr.

Again, it's 10am.

Im starting to get drained from dance all over again.

So little time, yet so much to work on.

I'm no where near good.

My popping doesn't look like popping,

my hiphop doesn't look like hiphop,

my moves get restricted because of various reasons.

As time goes, i find it harder and harder to feel and enjoy the music,

to find the freedom of dance in me.

Well, maybe im just stressed and too focus on improving but the fact is, im not moving higher.

Take it easy, Martin.

Dance, smile, and feel the music once again.

Don't let the external factors hinder you.

Please go back to my own world, IN MY OWN WORLD : )
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Sometimes, i feel, i really need a slap.

And im falling deeper and deeper into this feeling.

The truth is,

Nothing is possible for me anymore.

There's alot of things i want to say,

there's alot of love i want to show,

but at the back of my head,

it says,

it's just not for you.

Time to let go,

time to let people forget about your existence,

and it will be less painful for everyone when letting insignificant me go.



Disappear, gone with the wind.

I will take the pain away.

It will be a painless farewell for yall.






To those i loved, those i cared, those who i fell for,

those who completed my life.






don't ever cry for me,
Martin.