Sorry, if my emotion takes control of me, saying and doing things that might hurt/offend people.

Deep inside, appreciated all those cares, but its just me that i cannot get out of it in time for care and concern to come.

Thanks Jonas and Kevin. Without you both, i probably will be hiding there until the last bus, and take everything alone with me.

I prayed under the moonlight, hoping god will listen to what i want to say, and there it is, angels appeared.

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This world can be so cold,

and then when you fall,

you might not see any trace of angel around you,

but just me and the bleeding knuckles to ease the pain away.

Am i not strong?

When i can take shits one after another, just by staying and swallowing pain alone, it's all up to my resolve to do the magic.

I've grown to become like that. You clear up your own shit, because no one going to catch you when you get destroyed.


Once in a bluue moon, it is,



too unbearable.



and that's the time,



i shall vanish.


Martin.