The night ended well as it came to an end for TPDE GEM4 Concert.

It's been a tough night for me emotionally, putting myself through some sort of unexplainable pressure.

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It felt as if there's a spirtual warfare going on in me tonight.


I can't get myself hyped up for the show,

and in battle scene, i totally don't feel anything.

and i feel very constraint by alot of things that's running through my mind.

On the stage, there's offbeat moment for me as well, and i even forgot to change my shoes for one item. Battle in time i nearly forgot to go out.

After the first half, im seriously pissed with myself, knowing that its my last show and im not feeling what im doing.

Until the last item, i finally broke through the mental barrier and redeemed myself.

: ))) Thank you all, especially the lyrical people. I guess, it's by observing yall, i realised i got to relax and feel the music. Especially LITING. LOL SHE AND HER SPASTIC FACE singing set me off. ( see i give credit, so dun complain! HA ;D ) THAT reminds me to enjoy. BWAAA. ai si ni leee!

IT'S YOUR LAST DANCE MARTIN,

END IT WITH NO REGRET.

And im proud, cos i got no regret.

After the lyrical piece, ran in, lied flat on the side wing,

all i knew was, i did what i wanted to do, and it ended with applause and laughters.

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That's probably the best feeling i recieved in my entire life.

: ))))

Last show, good show.


It simply fairy MY tale.


Thanks Zhixiang for coming down!! BWAAA Miss you so so so so so much : ))) Got to catch up very soon with you. Im a freeman now. LOL

THANKS GERGER FOR COMING DOWN! Even though hes being sucha cheekopek. :DD OVATION LOVE!! :DDD WEDNESDAY LOVE!! USUAL PEOPLE LOVE!! :DDDD

TIME TO SESSION!!! AND thanks for the flower niger! : ) Work hard hard for your coming exam and then we can dance our heart out! :)


And thanks May Yanti Amelia James to come and support as well. :D So long never see you guys ard already. haaaa. And hope yall enjoy the upcomin FOC and good luck to James in NS.

AND DEFINITELY, i won't forget my mom, who came down with my brother to watch the show. I can't show how grateful i am. She simply woke up early in the morning to iron all my costume for me, and then making herbal tea and late dinner for me every night. Talk about love, this is some unconditional loves you guys showered on me. : ) Thanks Sam, for putting down ur project to come for the show. I know JC's tough, but bear with it, learn as much as we could, then when we go to New York, it will be our world.
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Im sooooo gonna miss everyone.

And god, time's running out for me.


What's left for me to do? What's right for me to do?

Give me some direction. :' (





Martin.