Oh shit.













Im gonna die soon.



I am so scared, deep inside.





scared of losing everyone,




scared of not being able to fit in,




scared of being alone.



Very soon, it is time to say goodbye.




I don't want this.





It's not fair.




It's just not fair.




i feel so defeated by my destiny,






Yet there's nothing much i can do about it.





Tell me where it hurts.





It hurts everywhere,





every single moment.





Im like a cancer patient,



counting the days to the end,



can't show much,


can't care much,


can't love much,



Dying alone, is the best solution.

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And Joe, i starting to feel you.

What u been going through, 's hitting me hard now.

Just that, we got a different approach handling the scenario.

And at the very least, that's what i believe.

Im definitely making this right for everyone.

Even it doesn't make any sense to my own well-being.





Martin.