6.15am now. Accomplishment, i finished my 8 chapters of notes, somehow.

Now im super drained, and tonight gonna go clubbing as an incentive to work hard.

But it looks more of an escape for Martin.

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Yesterday, i struggled through a very painful spiritual warfare.

It's either i continue running away and screwing myself further,

or just be brave and make things right again.

I wonder where did those last-minute courage came from.

But the strength given, it's enough to get me through the day.

I guess...I'll just hang in there, and see what life can offer for me.

Maybe, just maybe, god will give me a reason to live for,

for the next couple of months.

Still, i hate staying in this Hiatus state,

but i do count my blessing,

and i'll learnt to live it with a smile (:

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Tonight,

Martin Shinigami, KevinDoodlePants, TerrenceSpringMelon, Jess Da Jie, Ah J, Veron Zoey going to club.

Let it be fun man. : D

CYPHHHEERRR.

And a dope song i found when i song-hunt last night.

Personally, i like it alot, but then again,

don't read into meaning too much.

It has got nuthin' related to me. LOL.



Nasri - Writers' Block


Huh-oh, oeh-oh, yea-eah



Another one, two check,
another song for the radio.
It hasnt sunk in yet,
but its about to, get personal.
Last night my life,
she walked out with a suitcase.
Took me by surprise,
and Im hurting so bad.


Now theres just an empty paper
in a room that broke us up.
Im running out of melodies
they used to be enough.


I cant write it, I just,
I cant write a note.
I cant write it, I just,
I cant write it.
If I finish this song,
Ill admit that shes gone.
and I wont write it, I just,
I wont write a note.
I wont write it, I just,
I wont write it.
Until my heart unlocks,
I'll have writers block, (oeh)
I'll have writers block..



You used to wait up late,
I said I'd be right home.
Id even miss our dates,
cause I was grinding in the studio.
You always gave so much,
I thought I gave it back.
I guess I spend my love,
to live in between you and the track.



Now theres just an empty paper
in a room that broke us up.
Im running out of melodies
they used to be enough.



I cant write it, I just,
I cant write a note.
I cant write it, I just,
I cant write it.
If I finish this song, (finish this song)
Ill admit that shes gone, (ohh)
and I wont write it, I just,
I wont write a note.
I wont write it, I just,
I wont write it.
Until my heart unlocks,
I'll have writers block,
I'll have writers block..



And first week that Im flopping,
Ill be on the bottom of the charts.
I need my one inspiration,
the reason that Im saying.
She is how I got to the top..
I just cant write it.



I cant write it, I just,
I cant write a note.
I cant write it, I just,
I cant write it.
If I finish this song, (finish this song)
Ill admit that shes gone,
and I wont write it, I just, (I wont write it, I wont write it)
I wont write a note.
I wont write it, I just,
I wont write it.
Until my heart unlocks,
I'll have writers block,
I'll have writers block..


Oh, oh-oeh-oeh.


come back




Just if im blessed with song-writing skiils,
There's so much more i can express.
Martin.