At Kevin's place with Jonas tonning and playing PS3 now. DEVIL MAY CRY 4!!!
Well...cos i got no bus to go home after watching X-men with my school clique( Fion May Iman Yanti Fatin) + SuperSaiyan Kevin, Kupo, Retarded Twin keiths.
Dope show. I swear the 2-on-1 battle on the top of the castle's damn cool!! DeathPool versus the wolverine brothers. SHING SHING SHING SHING SHING all over** And the 'Laser Headspin' 's classic. HAHAA.
Suddenly, i wish i can be a mutant too.
The mutant who can reverse time and live all over again the way he wants it to be. Now that's a COOL POWER.
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Kevin's LOL cos we found ourselves trapped at the highway after sending the dying kupo back.
We gave up cabbing, and slowly backtracked our way to his house, as we...
talk and share with each other about alot of stuffs, about life, about our past.
I feel...we are all people who comes from different walks of life.
Everyone grows differently, faced with shits that no one else can fully understand, and none can experience it exactly like how i do.
He got his own problems and weaknessess that no one can comprehend, so do i.
It might be hard and stressful to pull through and reach your goal/dream. If you forever run away, you will be standing at the same platform. People might judge you, comment on you.But why do we care because stepping up's already another level higher from those who submit to failure and hide away, just like how i used to be.
And if you don't accept failure, when will success ever dawn upon us.
We only live once.
So let's just have the undying will to make things right for ourselves and go for whatever things you want to do, you wish you could be, or even tear down the temporary discomfort and fear to reach out for what you want.
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I might be someone who gotten stepped all over alot of time, and i might be someone who takes failure heavily.
But i won't stop, because i still have a burning will to try limitlessly, kill myself over and over, depress over and over,
and then,
redeem myself over and over,
until i see MY light of fruit.
to all the dying people, don't give up.
Martin. : )