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DANCEwithme Your Funky Ultra-Boy
Martin Shin
 ★ Music INSPIRES dance & dance BEFORE style ★ 26th December 1988 Queens, NewYork Nassau College Business major Dancer B.I.Crew X Ovation Crew X TPDE X Marvel Crew dance obsessively, excessively. "Always always always...Keep it real But never too quick to judge, my friend." Music inspires dance Do you feel me?
 Calender 2010
keep me going
 Sept 5 - StonyBrook Visit Sept 19 - Observation night Sept 29 - Mothership Funknight 3 Oct XX - King of NY TAGBOARD
let me hear you.
 AFFILIATES
endless connections.
 J.Crosses Goodloving Martin&Crosses AH TER SpringMelon KevinDoodlepants Gen mom Chansee Allycia Jessica Ah J Veronica Nai ma Jonas Black Tie Keiths poppin twin Audrey Ayozi Niger bra Nelson Lokto Wailam L Zhixiang buddyforlife Peiru da jie Yong kogepan Gangyi bro Alicia ma-ma joey nu-er May sis Liting Kupo Fion Quack Suriaaa Amberlene 'Smoker' Rinna Rimmers Iman Nathaniel Ming Amelia Gary Yanti Melissa(xiaoxin) LeVon Serene Pearl Emili Darryl REMINISCENES
my faded memories.
 CREDITS
spontaneous applauds
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Not afraid to cry. Date / Time : Saturday, June 27, 2009 / 9:54 PM  Mario - Afraid to CryThis is the hardest moment of my life I never thought we would be saying goodbye It ain’t your fault girl it ain’t mine Unfortunately we’re just victims of time Girl you should go left and I will go right We wasted enough time But I think we should kiss So we can take it with us to play in our minds And if you feel a tear falling on your lips Then girl that would be mine Cause I’m a man that ain’t afraid to cry See a man that ain’t afraid to cry is a man that ain’t afraid to die We can stay together play made-believe Or hurt like hell for a while but one day be happy There’s somebody for you who do what I don’t And hopefully I’ll meet the girl that makes me wanna love again Girl you should go left and I will go right We wasted too much time But I think we should kiss So we can take it with us to play in our minds And if you feel a tear falling on your lips Then girl that would be mine Cause I’m a man that ain’t afraid to cry See a man that ain’t afraid to cry is a man that ain’t afraid to die And I’m crying baby I don’t care who’s watching baby I’m crying like lalala Girl I can’t change the past… Girl you should go left and I will go right We wasted too much time But I think we should kiss So we can take it with us to play in our minds And if you feel a tear falling on your lips Then girl that would be mine Cause I’m a man that ain’t afraid to cry See a man that ain’t afraid to cry is a man that ain’t afraid to die Shin. KO-night FInal Date / Time : / 8:52 PM  Switched Off for the day, like totally just sleep at home and do nothing. ._. Cut off communication. Clearing up my mind, from some crazy thoughts. Getting some solid rest, for a longer battle. SOO.... Sunday, i'll be back :) harder, better, faster, stronger me. Shin. ---------------------------------------------------------  KO-Night FINAL June 26th 2009 - KO-night Final's eye-opener. Witnessing some of the world dopest dancers coming together under one roof. Just by looking at them, and when they do their thing, makes me feel so inspired all over. Poppin'Dino 's so freaking cool please. And i love it when Yokoi dance, he really feelin the music and enjoying every bit of it! Rock's amazing too, so Hongkong DO have dance scene. HEE. Some national pride we'll talkin about here for me. ANND.. Rahim and KS totally on fire!! Grats to Red-Line, KahMar and Lock Out loud! My favourite dancers of the night mann. Im especially proud of Rahim, like..i don't know! hes really feeling it, and the way he interpret the music, expressing it, priceless. Yea yea.. I got a long way to go. Won't stop, don't want to stop, loving dance. AND YA. Im not being dao. Just very very very extremely drained cus' i seriously lack of rest past few days. If i don't talk, and very stone, now you know why. :) can't desribe how tired i was last night dudees..The day before's already a long day, and then i rushed project, ending up not sleeping. Reached school just in time for my 9am tutorial, then have lessons all the way until 5, before taking a train down with Gen to KO-night. The journey sleeping on the train seemed like..... mere 2 minutes? After the event, went down to the warehouse(Our live l4d experience. LOL) with Ter, Aaron, Khye, Chansee, helping to keep the KO-night battle-ring. Btw, Sitting on the back of the truck's kinda fun, and windy. heehee. And i can't believe i agreed to their crazy idea, going L4d after that. SO....ended up 4 shagged zombies, walking out of Lan shop at 1.30am. -THE END- ----------------------------------------------------------- Oh oh. And i had a uber fun time cooking pasta and minstrone with a bimbo. AHAHAHA. Get well from ur flu soon. :) Martin. Self-destruction. Date / Time : Thursday, June 25, 2009 / 1:58 AM  I am sorry. All the pain and suffering. I will take it all with me. Not easy. Never easy. Been there, done that. ' But what doesn't kill, only makes me stronger' right?? Let's play silly martin self-torture chamber all again. Round 2. (: Go.... ------------------------------------------------- Sometimes... I wish.... im a just.... a emotion-less robot. start doing what you preach, If you truly know love, Martin. Happy Fathers' day, and say hi to more schoolwork. Date / Time : Wednesday, June 24, 2009 / 11:07 PM 
The Ovated trio. Date / Time : / 12:55 AM 
How do I get close When she looks like an angel A moment of her time just seems impossible to me It’s hard to find the words, to get to know this stranger I’m scared of what she’ll say if what I say sounds incomplete And it feels like we belong together Can someone tell me where do I start Cuz, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you I got to say something before Someone else comes through, I can’t keep on loving you, From a distance She’s always on my mind, there’s no room left for thinking I’m tired of waiting slowly fading it needs to happen now. Cuz I’m running out of time, and I feel this ship is sinking The doors are closing I am frozen I need her around And it feels like we belong together Can someone tell me where do I start Cuz, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do And I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you I got to say something before Someone else comes through, I can’t keep on loving you, From a distance... From a distance... From a distance... From a distance. I can’t hide I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do And I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you I got to say something before Someone else comes through, Cuz I can’t keep on loving you, I can’t keep on loving you from a distance.
Not again. Date / Time : Sunday, June 21, 2009 / 8:16 PM  Selfless versus selfish. I am stucked at the same situation again. Probably a change in the character. How lame, Martin. ._. ---------------------------------------------------------- Stressed and troubled over alot of things in life. Will everything falls into place for martin? shin. Departure's nightmare. Date / Time : Friday, June 19, 2009 / 9:20 PM 
Assumption is the lowest form of knowledge Date / Time : / 1:08 AM  I don't understand, why. Until this point of time, people can still assume things. If you don't know me well enough, and trying to guess what the funk im blogging. Come approach me. I'll tell you, if your worthy to know. Just that you know, Im long out of the game And assumption is the lowest form of knowledge. -------------------------------------------------------- After project, went down with Gen to meet Kevin and JJ to shop around Town. Spent 70 on clothes which originally cost around 100, THANKS TO JJ's birthday discount. HAHAHA. But in the end i paid for the cab and JJ's L4D. So in actual fact, it doesn't make a difference. ._. I still finished my supposed Sexy Diamond money. Oh well. Sadly, SD's turning into a common brand, infested with AhBengs wearing them. My only wanted thing in SD now, probably's the Basic Apparell Tees and the pouch. SAVE UP SAVE UP : ) July's coming yo. btw, I had my share of fun blasting zombies tonight. -------------------------------------------------------- tmr will always be better right? Martin. Techniques, is not equal to dancing. Date / Time : Thursday, June 18, 2009 / 1:14 AM  Dude, i can feel your pain. But i guess, we are different, in the sense that, you got a choice. So don't leave any regret, and just go for it. :) While loving others, learn to love yourself too. : ) ---------------------------------------------------------- Dance Subaru's a inspiring show. And especially like all the dance mindset they tried to educate dancers through the show, which is very true. 'Don't get swallow by technique, and doing out dance-steps doesn't mean you are dancing." "got to feel it, feel the rhythm." And ofcs, Dance to express, not to impress, Martin. What doesn't kill, only make me stronger Date / Time : Tuesday, June 16, 2009 / 3:00 AM  Is it a sin, for me, to have feeling? and then fall in love unintentionally? And here comes the vicious cycle of self-destruction, all over again. I wish...i could take time to love, but when i am all alone, i realised, I've got no time left. Still, the same old me. Love doesn't come with want and desire, but happiness for that person. At the expense of unconditioned suffering, quietly fading out of the picture. Never fair, never painless, to love. Especially, for someone who walked my kind of path. Learn to say, a clean and heartbreaking goodbye. Let go while the feeling's still at pinnacle high. What doesn't kill, only make me stronger, Martin. I respect your coldness. Date / Time : Monday, June 15, 2009 / 4:31 PM 
If i turn into memories. Date / Time : Saturday, June 13, 2009 / 1:19 AM  如果我变成回忆 - Tank 累了 照惯例努力清醒着 也照惯例 想你了 好怕一放心睡了 心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了 听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着 越没力越 让我忐忑 我还能珍惜什么 如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握 如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命 留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你 想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行 我会恨自己 如此狠心 如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运 没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽 漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈 若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你 快乐 什么时候会结束呢 哪一刻是 最后一刻 想把你紧紧抱着 可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得 如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命 留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你 想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行 我会恨自己 如此狠心 如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运 没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽 漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈 若有人可以 让他陪你 如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气 顽固地赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙 连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去 这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记 Just...a memory. Not even, a memory. Martin. Title-less. Date / Time : / 12:31 AM 
Nasri's Love. Date / Time : Monday, June 08, 2009 / 6:29 PM  If Nasri's love lies in between her and his track. My love lies between loving someone and loving myself. Eversince then, everyday's been a crazy kind of love. Martin. Toefl, is like, WTF. Date / Time : / 1:06 AM  TOEFL exam is DAMN GAY. 100% computerized. It's Sooooooo much harder than i expected it to be, and it's 4 friggin' hours non-stop braincells killing spree in front of the retarded computer. Four parts. Kicked off with 6 bloody comprehensions and the questions totally pwned me hard. My first one got freaking zero cus' that guy told me to wait until the time's up then start to ans, which straight away jumped to passage 2 when it hits zero. WHAT THE FUNK, like seriously ._. Then listening test. 3 conversation, and 3 virtual lecture, and got to ans their whatever question related to the conversation. Not too bad, i don't have problem understanding, except for this lecture on realism. I was like, what the funk's that and the person next to me already at the oral section, he's speaking uber loud, damn inconsiderate cannn!!?? Im too indudged in being pissed..so much so that i actually missed out the whole lecture thing on realism, i just anyhow through that part. ._. GAAHHH!! SCREW HIMM. Ok this is fun!! The Oral part! HHAA. 2 open-ended topic, 2 argumentative topic, and 2 lecture summary topic, got to speak for one minute for each. I seriously find it damn fun, maybe i love talking to the computer ._. ' Describe a social/politic event occur in your country and how is it being celebrated?' I TALK ABOUT CHINESE NEW YEAR. HAHAHAH!! AND I TALKED ABOUT THE BEAST CALLED 'NIAN' and how it got chased out by the villager ._. Alrite, then last part, composition and summary. Super dry and draggy. The summary still alright. The composition reminds me of my General paper back in JC. ._. Probably can pass, but doubt can score well. I seriously don't want to do this shit all over again. Super uber torturing. ------------------------------------------------------ And then..down for sessioning at SMU. Everything kinda messed up today for everyone. ._. Guys and girls, STAY STRONG LIKE A BOOGALOO. There's something called, forgive and forget. i hope everyone can just open their heart to each other again. :))) NOT TO FORGET, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DOPE POPPING DISCIPLE, ESTEEEE!! Owe you a prezzie i hope the cake's nice!!! Because i used my half-broken UOB card and scanned 30 over times to buy it. LOLS!!!! But Kupo's idea though! : )) Get something dope for you when i go HongKong next week. heh. ------------------------------------------------------------ It's great that we talked and clarify stuffs today. :)) STILL GOOD FRIENDS MAN!! And i promised, nothing gonna change even after tonight. it's my pleasure to have you walked into my life. So if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, I'll be around. :) Martin. Pre-Departure. Date / Time : Sunday, June 07, 2009 / 1:00 AM  时间越来越逼近了， 开始发现自己无意间也会有落泪的时候。 一种无法解释的无奈与焦虑。 寂寞的时候，也会不经意想起自己收拾行李， 离开的背影。 原来，不管我怎么去放手，还是逃不过思念的纠缠. 害怕的时候，只好选择逃避，自我催眠。 ------------------------------------------------------ 如果我下一秒就要死了, 你还会爱我吗? 如果我下一秒就得消失， 我可不可以说我爱上了你. 就算是.....对得起自己. 好难受. 只有你可以理解吧？ 不过... 还是.... 静静的死去最适合我。 自残是我的本能 Martin. Time-less. Date / Time : Saturday, June 06, 2009 / 6:53 PM 坐在海湾的一霎那， 突然发现， 原来我没有多少时间了. ------------------------------------------------------ 无法解释的忧郁感. martin. Death's drawing near. Date / Time : Wednesday, June 03, 2009 / 7:27 PM  Much more to work on. 3 weeks. i want to gain back, those lost freedom, lost mindset, lost techniques, and then, pile up more on top. Special thanks, to Perry, and good luck for NS. : ) Your passion and hardwork for dance's inspirational. And thanks for sharing with me your skills ;) -------------------------------------------------- I just received my letter, regarding migration from the US government. I guess. My time's drawing near. And i am departing Singapore to HongKong for a week on the 13th. Some documents to settle. This weekend, Toefl exam. When the syndromes strike, when you know death's near, you know it's time to get all restless, can't help but start... missing, treasuring. martin. |
