26th December 1988 HongKong Singapore
Queens, NewYork Temasek Polytechnic
Nassau College
Business major
Dancer
B.I.Crew X Ovation Crew X TPDE X Marvel Crew
dance obsessively, excessively.
"Always always always...Keep it real But never too quick to judge, my friend."
Sept 1 - School Reopens
Sept 5 - StonyBrook Visit
Sept 6 - Hangout with poppers
Sept 14 - One year
Sept 19 - Observation night
Sept 29 - Mothership Funknight 3
Oct XX - King of NY
This is the hardest moment of my life I never thought we would be saying goodbye It ain’t your fault girl it ain’t mine Unfortunately we’re just victims of time
Girl you should go left and I will go right We wasted enough time But I think we should kiss So we can take it with us to play in our minds And if you feel a tear falling on your lips Then girl that would be mine Cause I’m a man that ain’t afraid to cry See a man that ain’t afraid to cry is a man that ain’t afraid to die
We can stay together play made-believe Or hurt like hell for a while but one day be happy There’s somebody for you who do what I don’t And hopefully I’ll meet the girl that makes me wanna love again
Girl you should go left and I will go right We wasted too much time But I think we should kiss So we can take it with us to play in our minds And if you feel a tear falling on your lips Then girl that would be mine Cause I’m a man that ain’t afraid to cry See a man that ain’t afraid to cry is a man that ain’t afraid to die
And I’m crying baby I don’t care who’s watching baby I’m crying like lalala Girl I can’t change the past…
Girl you should go left and I will go right We wasted too much time But I think we should kiss So we can take it with us to play in our minds And if you feel a tear falling on your lips Then girl that would be mine Cause I’m a man that ain’t afraid to cry See a man that ain’t afraid to cry is a man that ain’t afraid to die
Shin.
KO-night FInal
Date / Time : / 8:52 PM
Switched Off for the day, like totally just sleep at home and do nothing. ._.
Witnessing some of the world dopest dancers coming together under one roof.
Just by looking at them, and when they do their thing, makes me feel so inspired all over.
Poppin'Dino 's so freaking cool please. And i love it when Yokoi dance, he really feelin the music and enjoying every bit of it! Rock's amazing too, so Hongkong DO have dance scene. HEE. Some national pride we'll talkin about here for me.
ANND.. Rahim and KS totally on fire!!
Grats to Red-Line, KahMar and Lock Out loud!
My favourite dancers of the night mann. Im especially proud of Rahim, like..i don't know! hes really feeling it, and the way he interpret the music, expressing it, priceless.
Yea yea.. I got a long way to go.
Won't stop, don't want to stop,
loving dance.
AND YA. Im not being dao. Just very very very extremely drained cus' i seriously lack of rest past few days. If i don't talk, and very stone, now you know why. :)
can't desribe how tired i was last night dudees..The day before's already a long day, and then i rushed project, ending up not sleeping. Reached school just in time for my 9am tutorial, then have lessons all the way until 5, before taking a train down with Gen to KO-night.
The journey sleeping on the train seemed like..... mere 2 minutes?
After the event, went down to the warehouse(Our live l4d experience. LOL) with Ter, Aaron, Khye, Chansee, helping to keep the KO-night battle-ring.
Btw, Sitting on the back of the truck's kinda fun, and windy. heehee. And i can't believe i agreed to their crazy idea, going L4d after that.
SO....ended up 4 shagged zombies, walking out of Lan shop at 1.30am.
I wish im there with you now. Because we'll never really once, spending quality time with each other.
Next year alright? We'll be together as a family, and we'll celebrate every single day be it fathers' day, mothers' day as a family of 4.
Well, i seriously hope your doing well!
And cut down on your smoking yes!?
We never failed to feel worried everytime we saw you lighting one.
And just that you know, you always has a place in our heart.
Love you, 'ba ba'.
Stand on top of all nobility.
Your beloved sons, Martin & Samual.
The Ovated trio.
Date / Time : / 12:55 AM
I can foresee myself screaming in pain tmr morning, after Kevin's ultimate inhuman body-conditioning sets.
but I LIKE IT. hahahas.
The team seems more together today. At least, i can feel we are in one piece , and we getting somewhere with some taking at the end of the day!! LOL. Yes yes, more more. : ) Groove it groove it.
let's search our freedom in dance together, through this journey.
How do I get close When she looks like an angel A moment of her time just seems impossible to me It’s hard to find the words, to get to know this stranger I’m scared of what she’ll say if what I say sounds incomplete And it feels like we belong together Can someone tell me where do I start
Cuz, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you I got to say something before Someone else comes through, I can’t keep on loving you, From a distance
She’s always on my mind, there’s no room left for thinking I’m tired of waiting slowly fading it needs to happen now. Cuz I’m running out of time, and I feel this ship is sinking The doors are closing I am frozen I need her around And it feels like we belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start Cuz, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do And I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you I got to say something before Someone else comes through, I can’t keep on loving you, From a distance... From a distance... From a distance... From a distance.
I can’t hide I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do And I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you I got to say something before Someone else comes through, Cuz I can’t keep on loving you, I can’t keep on loving you from a distance.
Stressed and troubled over alot of things in life.
Will everything falls into place for martin?
shin.
Departure's nightmare.
Date / Time : Friday, June 19, 2009 / 9:20 PM
More haunting, as it draws closer.
anxiety and emptiness.
As time goes, they became my worst parasites.
Burden me by day, and suck me dry through the night.
It will never end,
until the very day i die and reborn for a brand new life-form.
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For now, god.
Please give me a reason to live.
Because i don't know what im doing anymore.
Can't help but stumble over the same question.
'What's left for me to do, what's right for me to do?'
One of those terminal disease patient-like kinda day, Not exactly depressed, how about a crazy kind of fear, try to put yourself in my shoes, but i doubt you can understand. Uniquely martin kind of life, and only myself knows the pain. Martin.
Assumption is the lowest form of knowledge
Date / Time : / 1:08 AM
I don't understand, why.
Until this point of time,
people can still assume things.
If you don't know me well enough, and trying to guess what the funk im blogging.
After project, went down with Gen to meet Kevin and JJ to shop around Town.
Spent 70 on clothes which originally cost around 100, THANKS TO JJ's birthday discount. HAHAHA.
But in the end i paid for the cab and JJ's L4D. So in actual fact, it doesn't make a difference. ._. I still finished my supposed Sexy Diamond money. Oh well. Sadly, SD's turning into a common brand, infested with AhBengs wearing them. My only wanted thing in SD now, probably's the Basic Apparell Tees and the pouch.
SAVE UP SAVE UP : )
July's coming yo.
btw, I had my share of fun blasting zombies tonight. --------------------------------------------------------
tmr will always be better right?
Martin.
Techniques, is not equal to dancing.
Date / Time : Thursday, June 18, 2009 / 1:14 AM
Dude, i can feel your pain.
But i guess,
we are different,
in the sense that,
you got a choice.
So don't leave any regret,
and just go for it. :)
While loving others, learn to love yourself too. : )
One of those things that put a smile on my super-sick face.
martin.
Nasri's Love.
Date / Time : Monday, June 08, 2009 / 6:29 PM
If Nasri's love lies in between her and his track.
My love lies between loving someone and loving myself.
Eversince then,
everyday's been a crazy kind of love.
Martin.
Toefl, is like, WTF.
Date / Time : / 1:06 AM
TOEFL exam is DAMN GAY.
100% computerized.
It's Sooooooo much harder than i expected it to be, and it's 4 friggin' hours non-stop braincells killing spree in front of the retarded computer.
Four parts.
Kicked off with 6 bloody comprehensions and the questions totally pwned me hard. My first one got freaking zero cus' that guy told me to wait until the time's up then start to ans, which straight away jumped to passage 2 when it hits zero. WHAT THE FUNK, like seriously ._.
Then listening test. 3 conversation, and 3 virtual lecture, and got to ans their whatever question related to the conversation. Not too bad, i don't have problem understanding, except for this lecture on realism. I was like, what the funk's that and the person next to me already at the oral section, he's speaking uber loud, damn inconsiderate cannn!!?? Im too indudged in being pissed..so much so that i actually missed out the whole lecture thing on realism, i just anyhow through that part. ._. GAAHHH!! SCREW HIMM.
Ok this is fun!! The Oral part! HHAA. 2 open-ended topic, 2 argumentative topic, and 2 lecture summary topic, got to speak for one minute for each. I seriously find it damn fun, maybe i love talking to the computer ._.
' Describe a social/politic event occur in your country and how is it being celebrated?'
I TALK ABOUT CHINESE NEW YEAR. HAHAHAH!! AND I TALKED ABOUT THE BEAST CALLED 'NIAN' and how it got chased out by the villager ._.
Alrite, then last part, composition and summary. Super dry and draggy. The summary still alright. The composition reminds me of my General paper back in JC. ._.
Probably can pass, but doubt can score well. I seriously don't want to do this shit all over again.
i hope everyone can just open their heart to each other again.
:)))
NOT TO FORGET, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DOPE POPPING DISCIPLE, ESTEEEE!! Owe you a prezzie i hope the cake's nice!!! Because i used my half-broken UOB card and scanned 30 over times to buy it. LOLS!!!! But Kupo's idea though! : ))
Get something dope for you when i go HongKong next week.
