Is it a sin,

for me,

to have feeling?

and then fall in love unintentionally?




And here comes the vicious cycle of self-destruction, all over again.

I wish...i could take time to love,

but when i am all alone, i realised, I've got no time left.

Still, the same old me.

Love doesn't come with want and desire, but happiness for that person.

At the expense of unconditioned suffering, quietly fading out of the picture.

Never fair, never painless, to love.

Especially, for someone who walked my kind of path.

Learn to say, a clean and heartbreaking goodbye.

Let go while the feeling's still at pinnacle high.




What doesn't kill, only make me stronger,
Martin.