Promised not to swear.

But i can't help, feeling so fucking sore tonight.

Just when i told myself,

im ready,

this is where,

i will mark my real start,

the very moment im stepping up to express myself, and after that, things might be different and i will get enough confidence and freedom to stablize myself.

Slept early, did my warm-up, clear up my thoughts and get the mindset right before coming down,

just to realise i screwed up even before getting down to the floor.

Fucking loser.

And my frustration doesn't lie in blaming anyone else for it, don't get me wrong, seriously.

Just that....


I really wanted it

It might be just another battle to yall, but its my next step.

Sometimes, in life, on the dancefloor, it's now, or never.

But i found myself falling into the later before even making my choice.


Martin.