26th December 1988 HongKong Singapore
Queens, NewYork Temasek Polytechnic
Nassau College
Business major
Dancer
B.I.Crew X Ovation Crew X TPDE X Marvel Crew
dance obsessively, excessively.
"Always always always...Keep it real But never too quick to judge, my friend."
Sept 1 - School Reopens
Sept 5 - StonyBrook Visit
Sept 6 - Hangout with poppers
Sept 14 - One year
Sept 19 - Observation night
Sept 29 - Mothership Funknight 3
Oct XX - King of NY
Date / Time : Friday, September 18, 2009 / 1:15 AM
Hmmmm, just some reflection on my way back.
I felt that im seriously too free and not doing anything productive.
And don't know how long will this hiatus last.
After this month, another month in Hk, and then maybe a few more months on New York before i can actually resume my studies.
Frankly, i hate every single minute of me, wasting time.
Screw it....
but as far as im concern....this month left, i will spend time with all my loved ones as much as possible.
Sooo....don't blame that im like sticky? heh, cus i just can't help it.
I've got nothin betta to do.
Damn.
Shin
Setting my own path right.
Date / Time : Tuesday, September 15, 2009 / 8:15 PM
Been runnin away for quite some time,
fate rejection.
and then i finally spent the day settling the NS document, research and register for University in NY, asking myself where and what i want at the end of the day.
Aiming for either Baruch and Queens College.
Both schools seem dope, one's more futuristic as it situated in town area, with a campus of 18 level, high tech stuff, while the other one's more of high school feel, cozy with pretty attractive ambience. Still figuring out which one to enroll though, and i hope my qualification's enough to take me in. Awww...
The only one thing to complain's that they don't come with a streetdance cca. hahas, so guess i got no choice but to take it to the street, or attend classes at the 'Broadway dance studio'.
Talk about Broadway dance studio, i soooooo gonna go there and learn from all those pioneers like Buddha stretch, Wiggle and Junior Boogaloo.
The path seems less foggy, but will it be as smooth as it seems.
Gotta be strong for myself, no one can hear my scream soon
I have faith in myself, Shin.
14.09.09
Date / Time : / 2:20 AM
14.09.09
A day to remember.
Very special occasion.
For you and I.
our very own mid-autumn festival.
Hope i make it memorable for you.
She's the Girl For Me - Stevie Hoang
She's the finest girl that I've ever seen She'll be on my mine like a melody No words can't explain what she means to me No matter what she do, she's just so sexy
From her eyes to her lips, she got it going on From her thighs to her hips, she's got a player sprung Every time she walks on by Shawty got me sayin'
[Chorus:] She's the girl for me Gotta make her mine She'll be all I need Gotta make her mine And maybe this could be My chance so I just Gotta make her mine Gotta make her mine Gotta make her mine She's the girl for me
I'll be thinking about her all the time Looking things to say up in my mind to When I see her I'ma get it right I'ma hide my game on time
The way that she smiles, she's got it going on The hair and the nails, she's got it all done Every time I see her face Shawty got me sayin'
She's the girl for me Gotta make her mine She'll be all I need Gotta make her mine And maybe this could be My chance so I just
Gotta make her mine Gotta make her mine Gotta make her mine She's the girl for me
And if she turns me away That I did my best to say And I didn't miss the chance For a shot at sweet romance And then now I'll be on my way But at least she heard me sing
She's the girl for me Gotta make her mine She'll be all I need Gotta make her mine And maybe this could be My chance so I just Gotta make her mine Gotta make her mine Gotta make her mine
She's the girl for me.
(:
Misu, Shin.
最佳损友. <3
Date / Time : Friday, September 11, 2009 / 2:10 AM
Tonight's our last night.
Thanks for eveything.
All the love and care,
im taking them with me.
Be back in a month, wait for me guys.
The week's like my sweetest escape.
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Walked this far together as brothers watching backs, being next to each other......
And this song belongs to nobody but us.
Feel me right?
Didn't it just happened to be the last song, and i believe you know i know and i know you know.
That's the last moment delicated to each other.
It's heartbreaking, when you actually mean every word you sing.
Can't help, but start missing and cherishing everything badly,
even the morning sun that never fail to piss me off every morning.
Flying off tmr to HongKong, gonna meet all my homies, L and Nel.
I should be feelin excited.
yes yes.
And i'll be be back in a week. Chillll...
Just..that...
I don't think....
I'll be around for Halloween.
Early departure.
P.S And sorry to Kevindoodlepants, can't celebrate bday with you. DAMN. But i swear it gotta be great for you, you know what i mean. Sorry to Rahim too, din get to send him or celebrate farewell with him before he enters NS. Yeahhhh...
Im sorry, Shin.
焦虑, 迷惘, 寂寞, 无助.
Date / Time : Wednesday, September 02, 2009 / 3:30 AM
3.30am, and i can't freaking sleep even though im like so damn drained.
What's with this anxiety.
And this morning, the letter i received is like getting me all worried.
My future, can someone show me some light?
When will it be my turn.
What lies ahead, how to deal with all this.
I need some direction, some guidance...
some assurance...
some security....
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And then,
maybe someone voice at this hour can calm me down.