Things, that i can't give.

What's wrong.
I've been fighting.
People said, im stupid and naive.
But i do believe in the bond.
I thought im being thoughtful and giving,
but there's so much i can't give.
Was it just a transitory moment for a change,
or was i the one being the transitory good as time goes by.
I've been running back and forth for a trace of my worth,
but im not seeing any sign of it.
:'(
How i wish,
you will still love me all the same,
despite me,
being useless,
being the one,
running in circles for you,
who cares for all the small things i could accomplish,
but never the big picture,
as a boyfriend.
How bout just,
a sweet little 'i miss you'...
Tough night to get through,
Martin.