You know,

i miss you alot,

Miss Jolene Crosses zhu lian cha cha.

Hopefully, i can make it back in time for your 18th bday.

5 months to go! Not too long, not too short.

just be brave and be happy.

And u always have my support for whatever you wanna/tryna do.

luvu.

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Nightmare's over.

Maybe its just me. haas, having this birthday-phobia.

Thanks everyone for the love, all the wishings, all the encouragement.

Im good now.

And erm, gotta prepare for wednesday's placement test, then come SAT.

Still,

my dance life and social life's on hold,

maybe i just don't know where to start,

or perhaps,

not sure if i will make the right friends/place for myself.

Too unfamiliar with the culture, the people.

Can't risk it right?

Let's just see a few days more, before i start going out to get somewhere.


All the warnings from peers and family, im building a shield around myself.

Who can be trusted?

Who's really harmless?


tell me something i don't know.



Martin.