26th December 1988 HongKong Singapore
Queens, NewYork Temasek Polytechnic
Nassau College
Business major
Dancer
B.I.Crew X Ovation Crew X TPDE X Marvel Crew
dance obsessively, excessively.
"Always always always...Keep it real But never too quick to judge, my friend."
Sept 1 - School Reopens
Sept 5 - StonyBrook Visit
Sept 6 - Hangout with poppers
Sept 14 - One year
Sept 19 - Observation night
Sept 29 - Mothership Funknight 3
Oct XX - King of NY
煙花已散落地 飛灰似錯落地 ( Firework scattered..even if its dispersed for the wrong reason) 來提示著我不要希冀 (It's prompting, that i should stop my wishful thinking) 應早知這世界 從來無完美 ( Should've known, there's no perfection ever exist) 難逃避共你 別離 (It's hard to avoid, parting...)
即使教我妒忌 祝福我已預備 (Even jealousy comes around, im ready to give you my blessing) 仍期望下個可 給你福氣 (Still looking forward, the next will make it right for you) 自願犧牲 來容我捨棄 ( Self-sacrifice, to give up) 如前面路更闊 更勝與我一起 (If the road ahead's wider, way betta than being with me) 何況道別成就你 ( why not just let you go...)
今天起各有日後 ( From now on, we'll have different tmr) 如花火 攜不走 無需要 定擁有 (Firework that i can't carry , should not even, be with me ) 讓我拭去眼淚背著你走 別回首 ( Let me shield away my tears to leave you in the dark, don't look back..) 復原後不要再度跟你做朋友 ( Don't be my friend, even if the scar heals) 我怕我念舊 ( Im afraid, i'll miss you)
將心痛與寂寞 交給我去負荷 ( Hurt and Lonliness, just let it all burden on me) 能成就大愛不枉痛哭過 (If i could make it right, my tear will make it all worth) 但願一天 仍然記得我 (But someday, how i wish u still remember.. ) 同遊異地雪國 見証最暖花火 (us walking in foreign land, witness the warmess firework) 如何耀目存在過 (how brightly we exist before)
今天起各有日後 ( From now on, we'll have different tmr) 如花火 攜不走 無需要 定擁有 (Firework that i can't carry , should not even, be with me ) 讓我拭去眼淚背著你走 別回首 ( Let me shield away my tears to leave you in the dark, don't look back) 復原後不要再度跟你做朋友 ( Even if the scar heals, please dont be my friend again)
今天起各有日後 ( From now on, we'll have different tmr) 曾相擁 曾牽手 在心裡 仍足夠 (Used to hug, used to hold hands, but its okay as long as i remember the feeling) 願我所愛以後帶著笑口 便無憂 (I wish from now on, my love will smile more, without worries) 願明日他會替代這個舊朋友 (I wish he will replace her old half) 永遠共你廝守 Hoo (Stay with you forever..)
安好的各有日後 (Happily ever after..) 曾相擁 曾牽手 在心裡 仍足夠 (Used to hug, used to hold hands, but its okay as long as i remember the feeling) 為愛惜你我願放下你手 讓你走 (Because i love you, im loosen my hand, letting you go...) 復原後不要再度跟你做朋友 (Even if the scar heals, please dont be my friend again)
我怕我念舊... (Im afraid.....i'll miss you...)
:'(
I actually felt very strong for this song.
new fav song, Martinshin.
Discipline.
Date / Time : Friday, January 29, 2010 / 12:36 PM
I made it a point that from monday to thursday, will be fully concentrated on college work. Need my As to transfer to a decent College.
Anytime besides that will be put into drilling for dance.
At least 1 BDC class a week. Well if session's available, will just head down for some dose of it.
I've been getting quite alot of feel and freedom for dance lately. Maybe watching some favourite dance videos really help me go hard on what i love doing most.(EXZE WCO ftw!)
Just drilled a few hours or so on isolation, waving, bounce, hitting etc etc. All the basics i could ever remember. I could say, im ready to climb to the next level.
Next time, when i hit into a circle. I want to rep for Martin Shin, rep for my love and passion, rep the music, rep the beats.
Soul's all time high, I feel strong for what im doing, why im moving.
mind's quite right, when i can go out and know for the right reason why im doing this.
and i need my bodyunderstanding, my basic, the knowledge of how to move.
body mind soul, martinshin.
The real deal.
Date / Time : Wednesday, January 27, 2010 / 12:38 AM
Remain,
Fearless.
MartinShin.
Insomnia Part 2.
Date / Time : Sunday, January 24, 2010 / 8:50 AM
Was up the whole night.
It felt as if the gate closed on me.
Couldn't sleep at all.
Whatever left behind back there,
seems to far away now.
Browsing through different sources,
No matter how i see it,
it's like a game of Russian Roulette.
Im scared to take this step.
But theres something,
something so big back there,
that worth the risk.
'Tell me something i don't know, fill me up in the risk's non-existence.'
Tonight, memories and nightmare's on replay.
destroy the barrier, Martin.
Warmth.
Date / Time : Monday, January 18, 2010 / 10:46 AM
Relatives touched down last night,
and we just had a really heartwarming steamboat gathering at my house.
Somehow,
i felt,
that im not that alone anymore,
even though it might be a temporary sort of bliss.
Time to explore and leave a legacy of MartinShin in nyc.
Go, me!
yay, me! ( a bite from Brenda Song, LMAO)
Okae, that's gay.
Harder, better, faster, stronger, MartinShin.
Delicated to my sis, faith.
Date / Time : / 1:42 AM
Well, this post, kinda delicated to my sister back in Singapore, the Heaven&earth girl. lmao. ya know, every single time i go L4D with my crew after sessioning last time, never failed to see ur face in the Lanshop vending machine.
And yea, thanks for the postcard, my first letter from friends back there eversince i came here. Im doing well, and hope to see u and everyone soon yo.
It says,
" Merry christmas!
Hey! P.S: take a pic with this lightbulb and post it on ur blog! i want to keep it as a momento.
Faith(sist) "
And there u go! Just grab it. (:
Thanks! And i will see u very soon in 4 months!
And to the rest of my friends, i cant wait to see yall, night sessioning, chilling, gossiping. Lmao.
AND OFCS,
i want to see my girl.
my one and only, JoleneCrosses zhu lian cha cha.
马天很想你.
<3
Soon,
dream will turn into reality.
MartinShin.
Reset doesn't exist.
Date / Time : Thursday, January 14, 2010 / 8:20 AM
I don't need any sympathy.
Keep it to yourself.
I will climb back to the top,
with my own capability.
Sorry though, that i can't keep my cool at times.
Tough time, only natural for me to feel this way,
cus i care.
Sometimes, advancing's so harsh, but there's no turning back now.
Martin.
Shine.
Date / Time : Friday, January 08, 2010 / 12:11 AM
They grouped him with the marble,
but if you really know him well,
he can be a gem.
He can shine,
better than you,
pearls.
Don't judge him now, just because he loses his glamorous side.
