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DANCEwithme
Your Funky Ultra-Boy
Martin Shin

★ Music INSPIRES dance & dance BEFORE style ★

26th December 1988
HongKong
Singapore
Queens, NewYork
Temasek Polytechnic
Nassau College
Business major
Dancer
B.I.Crew X Ovation Crew X TPDE X Marvel Crew
dance obsessively, excessively.


"Always always always...Keep it real
But never too quick to judge, my friend."


Music inspires dance
Do you feel me?


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Calender 2010
keep me going


Sept 1 - School Reopens
Sept 5 - StonyBrook Visit Sept 6 - Hangout with poppers
Sept 14 - One year
Sept 19 - Observation night
Sept 29 - Mothership Funknight 3
Oct XX - King of NY


TAGBOARD
let me hear you.




AFFILIATES
endless connections.

J.Crosses Goodloving
Martin&Crosses
AH TER SpringMelon
KevinDoodlepants
Gen mom
Chansee
Allycia
Jessica Ah J
Veronica Nai ma
Jonas Black Tie
Keiths poppin twin
Audrey Ayozi
Niger bra
Nelson Lokto
Wailam L
Zhixiang buddyforlife
Peiru da jie
Yong kogepan
Gangyi bro
Alicia ma-ma
joey nu-er
May sis
Liting Kupo
Fion Quack
Suriaaa
Amberlene 'Smoker'
Rinna Rimmers
Iman Nathaniel
Ming
Amelia
Gary
Yanti
Melissa(xiaoxin)
LeVon
Serene
Pearl
Emili
Darryl


REMINISCENES
my faded memories.
  • July 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • April 2010
  • May 2010
  • June 2010
  • July 2010
  • August 2010
  • September 2010
  • October 2010
  • November 2010
  • January 2011
  • July 2011
  • December 2011


  • CREDITS
    spontaneous applauds

    Layout: materialisti-c
    Inspirations: exquisite?
    Editing: smoker



    why.
    Date / Time : Sunday, February 28, 2010 / 3:07 PM
    为什么, 自从你踏进我的世界后, 我开始做了很多不合逻辑 连自己也无法理解的事.



    为什么, 晚上在电话上的你, 总是听不完我用心想讲给你的话就睡去了, 但我又不介意地爱上你半睡的状态.



    为什么, 每天每夜, 成为你的闹钟, 竟然是一种幸福的负担.



    为什么, 帮你写稿的时候, 就算已经很累,很累... 还是看着我们的照片, 跟自己加油.



    为什么, 为了在你最需要我的时候准时出现, 我总是傻傻地开着你的twitter 死守.



    为什么, 你需要我的时候, 明知超过了时限, 我都不肯放下, 直到你笑为止.



    为什么, 你嫌我烦的时候, 我很乐意为你消失, 让自己选择性地出现在你想我出现的时段.



    为什么, 你发脾气的时候, 我会乖乖地屈服为你的沙包.



    为什么, 每当你出手伤我的时候, 我又愿意默默承受, 转身笑着安抚你的心情.



    为什么, 我努力地靠近, 却开不了你的心房.



    为什么, 就算不能在你身边给你很多, 我会在我能做到的一切去禰补我们的短缺.



    为什么, 就算我愿意成为你的完美情人, 偏偏还是抵受不了时间的煎熬, .



    为什么, 我明明是想写一些气话, 但又不想一时冲动写一些让你不开心的事.



    为什么, 我写不到一半,



    上一秒,



    我已经哭出来了.





    原来, 爱一个人, 是种无条件的付出, 自认败给你的俘虏.



    给你,
    shin.

    Impermanence
    Date / Time : Thursday, February 25, 2010 / 11:59 PM

    “IMPERMANENCE – THINGS CHANGE”

    Whether we learnt to embrace the hard fact or not, the ugly truth is, nothing in this world will ever stop evolving as long as the hands of time remain functional.

    Just ten years ago, I was still a naïve little boy, bragging how wonderful this deceptive world could be, living under a shield of parental love, whining my way to get those tiny palm on a scoop of Ben N Jerry ice-cream. Yet, today, no matter how much I missed those days, it
    could never be the same anymore, as time had forced us to grow up, to face the much complicated, twisted society. As I move on to different stages of life, I came to a personal realization, that life can be such a bitch, because all good things don’t last, bad days strikes you with a sucker punch. Most of the time, you just had to keep one eye shut and live with it. That’s life, how impermanence.

    In a religious setting, such as Buddhism, it was told, that this world we are living in, is an ever-shifting space on all levels of existence. In fact, those that has not yet accepted change as a natural state of nature is denying the reality, as we come into being and pass away. All is in a cycle, nothing outruns this inescapable change, and because of this transitory nature, people are therefore afraid of change, and at the end of it all, to be
    transformed into a non-existent being - death.

    As suggested on it being an ever-changing environment on all levels of existence, Impermanence, could come in so many different possible forms, varies in its nature and impacts on diverse aspect of life. For instance, a good form of example would be a human life cycle. Beings were blessed with a positive change in physique as we stroll through our puberty stages, to gradually weaken as we hit the retirement age of 60. The nature of this change tends to be genuine, with a specific pattern as of how it is being set to change. It then directly causes impacts, which in this case, perhaps could be our daily
    in-and-out activities, alertness and sensitivity of the five senses, as we grow old.

    At a different level, Impermanence could come in a larger scale of effect. When the world starts to merge towards a new age of technology, millions were found unemployed. Job opportunities have been diminished by the fact that machines are now the perfect labor for men. To counter for the above changes, we ourselves, have no alternative but to alter ourselves in order to survive the current era. Individuals had to equip themselves with other skills, take appropriate changes to themselves, and this, proves why Impermanence always exist, as change creates a ripple effects without fail, and we beings live in a ever-changing world , like a game of domino.

    Impermanence, however, always brings about changes that are not desired by us.
    Some of them are within our locus of control, while some just make us helpless. When we are having a lecture in campus, the professor will always inform students before hand, about the cancellation of class, switch of venue etc. These are actually changes that one could predict as it is being told and observed. Usually, we do not have many difficulties in adjusting to pre-warned changes other than a little rant, like a tax increase.

    However, the real pain is yet to come; those that we couldn’t foresee, those that we couldn’t prevent. Just recently, Haiti had been going through a major earthquake that took away thousands of life. It was brutal and unexpected, as the survivors broke down over their loss of property, loss of their loved ones. Sometimes, it makes us wonder, we could have saved so many innocent life-forms, just if all of which, are within our grasp. Also, some impermanence, like death for example, is a nature of change, we hate to accept it, but it is just the way it is. All beings are subjected to pass on after their life energy was depleted completely. What should we do tackle these cruel judgments of Impermanence?

    Today, people fights against Impermanence. We make full use of our knowledge and technology, to reduce the amount of Impermanence. Some of which were observed, and we are working our way in preventing the change to occur. One good example would be the depletion of Ozone layer, as we do all we can, holding the Iceland intact, introducing more environment-friendly products. On the other hand, those that we couldn’t prevent, like the weather, is being forecasted and a warning is bring broadcasted for us to do appropriate measures. On the higher end of science, we are even trying to alter and merge our DNA with other life-form, to lengthen our lifespan.

    Still, at the moment we could not possibly seize all kind of impermanence, and in my opinion, we never will, as we are living in a world, suffering from a domino effect of Impermanence. Yet, not all changes are bad, and we need changes to drive each individual to improve. You and I could do so much to cause a change in the Impermanence. We don’t necessarily need to rely on others to prevent nasty impermanence.
    How about you smile to the one next to you now, to make a positive change for the rest of his/her day?


    Essaying,
    Shin.


    Makes me wonder.
    Date / Time : Tuesday, February 16, 2010 / 12:42 AM



















    It seems to me Newyork, still not the ultimate place for us to settle down.

    A 3rd migration plan would be crazy...

    Im so darn sick and tired of re-adjusting myself to new places.

    Dad suggested China, no offence, but personally, i kinda hate that place, even though people like us would be in high demand there.

    So what?

    i want the culture, i want the scene, i want the people, i want the lifestyle.

    And i seriously think we should head for something higher, like California or something.

    That would make more sense to me.


    I don't want to live a easier life.

    I want a life of Martin, of us.



    Final Destination to somewhere,
    Shin.

    Go Martin.
    Date / Time : Saturday, February 06, 2010 / 11:41 AM


























    Keep ur head's up, i know u know things will get better as time goes.

    Ain't no easy to start all over,

    let's not rush it.

    In fact, its getting good no?

    Start to have some communication with classmates in school despite this college culture's more of like the commute system, as told by my cousin.

    And then, Luam class every week neveer failed to make my blood boiled for some groove. Got a dance session tmr, and Streetz training starting next weekend. niceee. it feels like, things are getting into the right places.

    And know what? i had my first on-road driving experience. It was mad fun, and somewhat, easier than i thought it would be. March, i will be driving my Toyota crossing city and state, all I WANT. PWNAGE. Can't wait to get my hand on that lic.

    Sometimes...it feels....really lonely. But what can i do, i can't rush things now. How I wish, god will bring some nice friends and opportunities for me to shine again, asap.

    MartinShin, ur mad dope and nice, just wait for ur time to come. That's what i believe! HAHA.

    I have faith in myself, to make it better, day by day.

    Innervoice speaks,
    Shin.