Crawl out of comfort zone : SUCCESS.
Praise lord for whatever he gave me past few days. It was really a
big jump in my
social circle and lifestyle. I had been praying for it in the dark, and viola, finally,
all bad things turning good.
Well, i
quitted the
previous crew, i felt that i am
not really feeling what they are doing, but it is just
perspective diff, what i want in dance, and what they want, the
interest/vision's a total clash. I
don't like to be a studio dancer, i want to work towards is
freedom, music, cyphar, battle, sessioning.
Not rehearsal, steps, clean, sharp, perform. Well nothing wrong with what you guys do, but its just not for me. I wish
streetz all the best for the pursuasion of ther dream to be the best performance group. No hard feeling yeah? I still have my respect for you guys, for looking far, chasing dream,
do what they love to do. (: Big ups for streetz for that.
It's quite a
big decision to make, cus
cutting off streetz, i'll left with no friend, seriously. But i don't want to
betray my own feeling about dance. Quite a struggle. And then, this very fine day, i walked around the
CCA drive alone, it was really
awkward, but i know if i don't help myself,
nobody would. This is my
turning point, i saw a group of bboy cypharing, and right next to it, was a club called Asian American Club. I don't know, something just came to me, asking me to give them a shot. So i
joined both.
This is prolly one of the
best decision i had made. Talk about the NCCbreakers, they are so
humble and nice peeps. Cus i always got the impression bboys are cockylameshit, but i guess, just 2 session with them, i
foster some kinda brotherhood with them already. And they are getting me into their crew for a
battle/showcase.
I LIKEEE. ahha (: And then im already
helping out to teach newcomers for
pop/lock/hiphop basics already. I just love to spread this knowledge and love for dance, i wish i could
contribute more to educate, let more people
enjoy the dance scene. (: Just a lil lmao, i went to one of bboy's wall, and he can play dragonball using guitar. I din know the blacks love asian culture too. hahahahahaha. But oh well, dragonball IS a classic.
Asian American Club. Heh, it was great, got a warm welcome from them. Totally eye-opener, a room packed with all kind of asians.
You name it, you got it. And they made me dance a little at the end. hahas.
Well, ofcs, since things are going well for me, i gotta
help Samual too right. He's a pieece of shy nerdboy, who don't know how to make things work. I
dragged him with me to AAC anyway. So i hope this could act as an
medium for him to open up.
I just got a text from my dancefriend in BDC, he got this BDC showcase, and he needs dancer, so i gonna do a
showcase for BDC too. And this dude, he knows how to
krump. I so gonna ask him for basics man.
>:)
Academic-wise, im doing just fine, all assignment, i aced them, but then again, its just the start, i got to maintain this grade man.
StonyBrook, my target. If i could graduate from StonyBrook, my
future will be much much smoother.
It just get better,
Shin