thankyoudad.

thanks for the pull, thanks for the wings.

i think i could fly like that with you watching.

I love my mom too, but i guess, we could never be on the same page.

You will understand me better if you see less of my imperfections.

Can't believe, i retreated to this space tonight.

I was weak last time, that's why i was here.

Today, I am still weak, but i know i've to be strong for all the people around me right now. The whole world is watching our moves, i no longer belong to just myself. I've to be someone else to make something out of nothing.

So, please be a space, where i could let down my guard. A space, to bleed and echo to myself.

I don't want to whine about everything. But i just want to say, expectations are killing me. People i care for, they judged me. Even family took away my last space to seek comfort in everyday failures.

I am only human. There's only this amount of things i could handle. Don't add salt to my wounds. It won't help me. Just more pressure.