Guitaar.
Guitar guitar, are you game for a ride.
I might need you tonight.
It's cold, sorry to put you through this.
Your melody is the only warmth left.
I'll be grateful..
for the last space to hide.
Why are you so nice to me.
thankyoudad.
thanks for the pull, thanks for the wings.
i think i could fly like that with you watching.
I love my mom too, but i guess, we could never be on the same page.
You will understand me better if you see less of my imperfections.
Retreat.
Can't believe, i retreated to this space tonight.
I was weak last time, that's why i was here.
Today, I am still weak, but i know i've to be strong for all the people around me right now. The whole world is watching our moves, i no longer belong to just myself. I've to be someone else to make something out of nothing.
So, please be a space, where i could let down my guard. A space, to bleed and echo to myself.
I don't want to whine about everything. But i just want to say, expectations are killing me. People i care for, they judged me. Even family took away my last space to seek comfort in everyday failures.
I am only human. There's only this amount of things i could handle. Don't add salt to my wounds. It won't help me. Just more pressure.
最近做什么都屡战屡败, 失去了,错过的,太多.
K歌也令我有点情绪病,歌曲总带给我种种过去的轨迹,特别是一些还未放不下的牵绊。
but i'll keep my head up..冬天再残酷, 温和的春天还是会来临。
过度期....不能懦弱,要自强。
街灯灭了, 我用手机点亮自己的世界。
shin.
一年来, 多的是你不知道的事.