Can't believe, i retreated to this space tonight.
I was weak last time, that's why i was here.
Today, I am still weak, but i know i've to be strong for all the people around me right now. The whole world is watching our moves, i no longer belong to just myself. I've to be someone else to make something out of nothing.
So, please be a space, where i could let down my guard. A space, to bleed and echo to myself.
I don't want to whine about everything. But i just want to say, expectations are killing me. People i care for, they judged me. Even family took away my last space to seek comfort in everyday failures.
I am only human. There's only this amount of things i could handle. Don't add salt to my wounds. It won't help me. Just more pressure.